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Will it rain this afternoon?
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I don't want to go out into a rainy field all afternoon
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Sorry but I care about things I've always cared about esp when they step up a gear
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Muscles everywhere on that site right now Not my thing to look at but damn, heroic...
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I don't trust unreliable narrators and I don't mean in the way you're not supposed to trust them, I mean I don't trust them not to be an author's excuse to write what he wants, offensive things, and not get criticised for it
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I bet those people grew up in towns without terrorists or where all the terrorists came in rather than living there amongst people
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I bet those people were never threatened as teenagers by adults over their perceived religion
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Could maybe finish my picture today
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1 work on picture til 9
2 breakfast
3 read til page 100
4 exercise
5 if before 11:30 draw new picture
6 check weather forecast
7 head to park if nice
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It doesn't make me any less of a UFB if I don't go and in fact their party looks so 'all inclusive' it's probably more of a rebel stance not to go
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I wanna go watch the Gaelic though...
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I wanna go chat with some cute Irish ladies/lads though...
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David is probably there and I hate him and he's an arrogant tosser and when I sent him my work he knew it was me and he rejected it and put THE DAVID as his sign off!

Last edited by KT67 on 20 Jul 2019, 4:27 am, edited 1 time in total.

I'm starting to see the pattern of men who use women for sex and don't really care about them as people.
1) They say they care.
2) They change they're minds alot.
3) Quick to get physical if invited and will always be ready for more unless something gets in the way of what he wants
4) Doesn't really know what he wants

I'm tired.

I was thinking about Jesus and praying to be real.

Thinking of Sly

I'm a bit hurt from a lot of people.

Of course, my son is on my mind.
(not hurting me though like others)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=oZzkqDys1aE

July 20 again , RIP

Just 2 yrs (1971-73) and then he was dead

That family fun day was really bad. Five families were there.

I didn't know family fun meant kids, am I stupid?

It's raining.

My mother hates anything to do with my father but my mother still tags along and tags around with me.

That violent men thing - it's generally because of guys like my dad, I strongly suspect...

'It doesn't happen often enough to be a problem for you'. If it happened more often she'd say 'well you're attracting attention'. Can't win.

She is admittedly bad at history

She is really unacademic and once turned down learning a language so she could make pots

She is scared I'm a UFB haha

So basically. 1 I didn't fit into the fun day 2 I was welcomed to the fun day 3 my mother hates my dad and hates anything that comes from him by extension 4 my dad is a violent t... and hates me for saying it's wrong to be violent 5 Huns think I'm a t... who needs to go home

I'm gonna chalk this up to 'I didn't fit in cos too many kids were there and there was hardly anyone there'. I fit in fine at the one down south.

Very sorry for your loss, that's awful

Isabella, Kortie and Auntblabby, thank you so much for the words of support. I can't tell you how much that means to me. Yesterday was pretty bad. I slept most of the day.I had not purchased a new car since 1970, and have been driving trucks or grand marquis for years and years. Had a taurus from years ago and thought it would be okay. I didn't realize, as AB says, that visibility has been sacrificed for aerodynamics. I can't believe no one is making a car like the GM or even a Caddy. I looked at the Caddies and they have that sloping back window.

For right now, my husband is going to drive the Taurus and I will drive his truck. He doesn't have trouble with the taurus.

Doesn't seem to matter what I do, if anything

When I flunked structural engineering, gained fifteen pounds in one quarter

Gorging a lot

But its not like, bachelor, structural engineering, UCSD, and live happily ever after

And no structural engineering, and homeless

Because that was 2005

Before 2012 equal employment opportunity commission

So whatever


No friends


Most lil dipshits are so dramatic

They act like they are constantly in competition for the Oscar award


Their attitude

No goals


Just
Whatever


Exhausted all the time

Do people I hate know I hate them?

I never outright say 'I hate you' but I'm blunt enough with them that they ought to get the message.

Why not leave people who don't like you alone?

I wish I knew someone expecting a baby. I love knitting in the summer, and I want to knit a layette.

Anyone? Anyone?

I can't help but to think that my sister-in-law is being over critical and trying to steal my son at times.

Why don't you get a real doll if you can afford it? You know one of those dolls who look like babies.

This is a baby blanket I made for my doctor who had two little girls in the past four years. It seems I'm past that stage where my friends are having babies and I'm not quite at the grandmother stage yet, so you're right ... most of my knitting goes on teddies. I have also donated some to the church and the hospital. I like knitting for gifts though.

Sorry the colour isn't great in that photo. It's a baby pink blanket with a white eyelet bow, in a gift box.

That's great Isabella.

Do you ever get inspired to make things for adults? Apparently when it used to be more popular to knit, a lot of people would knit scarves and gloves and other items in the summer so they were ready for winter. Could save you money if you knit your own.

It can take ages nowadays though. Mum started knitting a dress in August and finished in December cos of work commitments.
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Today's issue had everything to do with not getting on with families with kids.
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Maybe getting friends for the sake of having them is a bad idea which has been imprinted on me by social media and social anxiety. Quantity not quality.
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I'm going to look for a course to do this September
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My hometown. I love and hate it. I bet he mixes with the bad guys there. But at the same time, I love literature and music and stuff. If I tell him have fun, I'll be full of warnings but if I don't he'll gossip about me
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A's gang were looking at me in this shirt and saying stuff... I have 0 respect for them. I actually respect I's lot more. At least they're taking a risk. If you want to be brave in life, take risks.
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The roast's gonna be massive tomorrow. I have a good joke but I won't make it. Nobody who will want to do the roast will be smart enough to notice it.
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I've started an art diary. Need to fill in my inspirations and reasons for this pic before I get working at it. I'm trying to be more inspired to improve.
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Neither part of one gang or another but it doesn't matter cos the kinds of people who form gangs and cliques are the kind of people who aren't worth being friends with
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Are big pictures really automatically better or is that just something I've assumed and went with?
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My book is trashy... Not my ideal thing to read if I want to feel good about myself. Fun though and there's room for that in reading.
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Tonight:
1 draw picture
2 dinner
3 bath
4 get to page 100
5 do crossword
6 colour until midnight

I think I might actually be a goblin.

Grrrr, this thing just wiped out a PM.

I'm highly allergic to wool, so I can only knit with very soft cotton or acrylic yarn. Baby yarn is easiest for me to work with, but I also prefer baby items since they're so little and quick to make. I have made scarves, mittens and hats for myself but they're never as cute as baby items.