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The counselor at the free clinic told me, for the third time in three weeks, that the free clinic has trans members that bring their leftover hormones, and give someone else. The counselor, a trans woman, asked me if I wanted someone to save some drugs for me

Doctor shopping is a felony. Jail

Taking someone elses prescription drugs is illegal and dangerous


The blood test shows the level as abnormally high and the doctor can manipulate it out of my ugly fat stupid head



Or maybe the bottle says one thing, but the vial contains something else

Or maybe I am on a different drug that interacts with that drug

Or maybe allergic

Or wrong dose for weight

The counselor has a bachelor degree in molecular cell biology


What the flying f**k s**t

So I said thank you, but paranoid of jail and side effects


Took a shot yesterday

Anticlimax






Rite aid. Bowel movement. (1st time)


Yesterday went (plus mine) servings

Cold f**k


The insurance won't pay for Renfrew eating disorder treatment


Ghetto ass insurance won't even pay for counseling


And if it did, it would go by bmi


My bmi is too high


Not percent body fat


f**k mister redelings



The idiot next to me on the computer smelled like s**t



"Socioeconomic discrimination"



Maybe I could use more friends

But cost benefit analysis


Too many things "most people" do that get on my nerves


Like calling themselves "people"

Off leash dogs

"Are you ok ?"

Cancelling plans

Laughing at me


Personal questions


Judgmental


Its their entire entitled manipulative judgmental arrogant attitude








Want to talk to doctor Butler s**t



She looks nice


Not everyone that looks nice, is nice


Its just "thus far"


"Unfortunate" this "sorry" that, "mad", "distressed"




f**k you Jeanne Courtney. El Cerrito, ca, lcsw





Stupid ass b***h





Zero Oscar awards will be given today

There's eggs, hotdog, and bacon for lunch.

While I listlessly wait and somewhat stuck at the moment.

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I was talking to a friend who started having a panic attack. I was trying to help him stay calm but it all started to trigger me so I had to keep myself calm too... For the last couple hours I’ve been thinking about all my anxiety stuff and his. Why must I be so empathic as if my own life is not difficult enough?

I have gone as far as I can go in the achievement of "adult milestones." I will never live fully independently, date or get married. I have to figure out what to do now. I want to keep my NT friends and do the normal activities I have become accustomed to over the past five years. I don't want to go back to the pathetic waste of a human life I was back in 2011-2012.

I want to be a hermit. I hate people.

Then again if I truly hated people I wouldn't be wasting all my time on social media...

*sigh* What is wrong with me? Why do I have to be so crazy?

Self worth issues.

^It was more of a general thought but yeah a lot of people here have them, i have them too!
Loving yourself is so hard among all the social pressure But i think trying to fit society's expectations and "fix" ourselves isnt the right way to go about it.

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