What's on your mind right now?

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How come when I'm rude online I get 10+ upvotes and when I'm honest and nice I get downvoted just for having a slightly different opinion...
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When I say something baity I don't mind downvotes. I'm going to try to apply that to my art
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I wish I had a paid job so I could go away whenever I wanted but I can't work
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Not gonna post this on here cos it's JT af. Let's just say if I was less principled in my youth I would have more money.
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Summer has been quick
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Amazing we got treble treble last season. My computer spell checks it. Because my computer thinks it's impossible to do three times.
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Is it normal to feel a sense of survivor guilt when you think about what your ancestors went through (and you're not a wasp or you come from a working class background or your family have - basically if your family have been through something)? I feel like because of an gorta mor I should be so pure and I'm not. People survived so I'd be around and it feels a bit, I'm not suicidal at all but a bit wasteful.
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It's like emotions boil up too much in me and I want perfection and never get it. Last time I had that sense everything was perfect was when I was a teenager. Too emotionally draining
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I wonder if it was before and if it was before then it is their fault.
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But I don't think about that stuff instead I just act like a JT and act selfish and chase lads, argue politics, get drunk etc.
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I like women and the right thing would be to find a wife and settle down. But. I would not be ready for that at all.
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I'm basically a 21st century Anne Lister except Anne was a decent wo/man (still not convinced Anne wasn't trans or nb and living in a period where that wasn't recognised) who settled down with a wife.
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I wonder what gives things these labels though. I mean being JT wasn't even a label until a few years ago. Being a ned wasn't a thing before about 15 years ago. It sounds like society is making up labels in order to control people.
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Then I become a nihilist again. I'm only overly moralistic/puritan for a brief period
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Macho culture which this is means nobody talks about it
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Should I even take computer? But if I don't - will I stop using the sites I use? Will messages build up and up?
What if we lose? Everyone will think I'm a coward. Or if we win and I miss the banter?
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The right thing, the traditional thing from richer cultures, is - just put everything in art.
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Football is kind of art...
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I really can't stand how short sighted most people's views of history are.
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I can't stand people telling me to be unhappy about things I'm not unhappy about
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'People are meant to live in nuclear families'. Why? What is natural is extended families. But am I just justifying that because I technically live at home?
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I saw a rat today running across the street from one bin to another. That's the state the country is in and I worry about being a good person in it.
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Let's just say I'm aspie so I'm meant to have black and white thinking and sometimes I do but that's rare.
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Let's just say I'm tired of the pressure to be a good person
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Let's just say I get emotional but I love my club! Even when I'm upset or angry I love my club!
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Tonight:
1 do washing up
2 do packing
3 if before 23:00, work on crossword til 23:00
4 go to sleep

Ah, nothing like some hard yard work that leaves your hands sore and arms shaking from exhaustion to make you feel like you actually accomplished something today.

And nothing like three-quarters of a garden still full of weeds and bushes that still need to be trimmed to make you feel like you didn't do nearly enough. But to be fair, some of those weeds were as tall as me before I trimmed them down a week or two ago, and now my mom wants me to pull them out - so it's not easy work. I was afraid I'd have to use a spade to get them out, but I'm proud that I didn't. I only stopped because it started to feel like the skin was going to start rubbing off of my hands. I hope it doesn't get too warm tomorrow, because I'm going to be right back at it then. Maybe since it's Saturday and I don't have anything going on, I can get it all done.

On the plus side, I can argue that since I was the one getting the garden into a plantable state, I should at least get some say as to what goes in it.

Omg I've had such a f*****g rough week. Topped it off this evening by getting into a car wreck. NICE.

^^^^ That is awful. I'm so sorry. ((Martianprincess))

you avoided injury?

Yes, fortunately. I feel kinda achey but nothing bad.

If you have full insurance, you should be able to get another car soon if your car is "totaled."

Sorry about the accident. I've been in a few---and it's not a nice feeling.

I do have full insurance, fortunately. It's just such a hassle going through the process and stuff but I just gotta deal with it. I'm very tired today though.

Did you get checked out as a precaution? Sometimes the adrenaline from the incident can dampen the pain of some injuries until it wears off. Hopefully next week fares better for you.

i hope it was the other guy's fault.

sweating profusely after outdoor exercise in the afternoon heat and humidity. it is especially a nasty feeling when one's hair is soaked with hot greazy sweat that won't evaporate.

Car crash

Comfort zone

Loner

Loser

Ashamed, embarrassed

Needle in thigh

"Turkey in the straw"

Path of least resistance

Idiots keep expecting me to answer the stupidass phone 24/7. It's annoying. The precious lil "friend", was talking on the phone, in the dressing room and the instructor and I were waiting

Bowel movement in the library.

Feel (bm) full but lazy

Heart attack

Penis waits until just after I finished eating to cook

f**k that ass hole

Prader Willi syndrome




Tonight there was almost nothing to eat so ended up eating cheap s**t



San Rafael library


Home goods


Benihana

I thought about that, the adrenaline effect on pain. I had already had some aches and pains going on before the incident, so I'm not sure whether to attribute it to that or not.

I live (and crashed) in a no-fault state. But I guess it would be my fault anyway because they stopped very abruptly in front of me (because someone slammed on their brakes in front of them too) and the roads were wet from rain so my car felt like it was sliding more than braking. :/

Omg I can't stand the feeling of sweating. ;( I know it's good for my body to do but yeah, yuck.

Can't sleep that well. Too hot. Just put cold water in hot water bottle. Work to go to later. Half way through night time. Umm. Spent the night being tok hot and worrying about work. Not feeling 100%. Grr!
Going back to sleep... Get sleep. Wake up. Get ready. Goto work.
Then I will come home... bliss until evening. Then worry about work again as work the next day as well! Grrr!
Must get sleep. Nite everyone!