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A church service I attended today.

A woman I know, and whether I should take her up an an offer (nothing uncouth!)

A TV show I'm about to watch.

Whiskey.

Fish and chips.

Cigars.

Or I could just have everything handed to me on a plate lol.

It was really good that we did the second tifo about immigration.

There are awful things going on in the world and there are bigots running things and people deserve to grab pleasure where they can.

Pure makes me feel bad walking past tramps and not giving cash though.

It's warmer out today and the garden is in full sun right now, so no weeding or trimming bushes for me right now. I pulled about four handfuls of weeds and was like "nope, I'm done." Way to prove that you do things you don't want to, d&d Maybe I can convince my dad to take me to the pool at the gym so I don't feel completely useless.

I really wish I could get people to stop thinking of me as lazy or just not trying hard enough, but since they can't tell how hard I try and don't believe me when I tell them, I don't know what I can do about it. I've spent most of my life being essentially told my best isn't good enough because no one believes it really is my best, and I'm sick of it. I want people to see that I'm actually very determined and perseverent - things I actually pride myself on a little, so it really hurts when people keep thinking the opposite.

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I deserve this

I've noticed that in the UK it seems that people will call someone miserable when they behave in a way that makes other people upset or unhappy, and not necessarily because the person is feeling miserable.

For example in "George's Marvelous Medicine" by Roald Dahl, it describes George's grandmother as "a miserable old wretch", but I think she acted miserable because she *was* miserable like most people tend to be, although she seemed to really get enjoyment out of treating him like a servant, insulting him and then seriously creeping him out and making him wonder if she was a real witch.

And telling him he was growing too fast, which was bad, and he needed to grow down by eating less chocolate and lots of cabbages, especially if they have caterpillars in them.

Aberdeen fans are thick.

There's one who's trying to convince me that the Bible is the oldest story. He's an atheist.

I'm a Celtic fan so obviously trying very hard to bite my lip and not mention Homer...

Still thinking about cars. Found out that trade in and refinancing is not as bad as I thought. Going to test drive a Hyundai Palisade tomorrow. Taking a friend with me.

Neo Nazis are everywhere. I wouldn't be surprised if Barb's son is a Neo Nazi. They hate people with disabilities. I wish to be as different from them as possible. My new avatar is a good start.

The fact that I actually might now be about as far in life as I'm ever going to get

Ants, bedbugs

Paranoid of them crawling in my body

Gross

Too lazy to do anything about it

They seem to love earwax and menstrual blood

Itchy, could be a sign of disease

No rash

Polyester, Rolando Morales penis, carpet

Tired all day long s**t

"Life" going nowhere

Wanna f*****g commit suicide

Someone told me not to do that, because "I would be sad"



There are five emotions and "sad" is just one of them

A little sad, for a couple of seconds

And then "life" goes on

Doctor etchiverri asked me "in the last two weeks, how many days have you felt sad"?


What the flying f**k s**t

Granted she is required to ask but frequency means nothing without intensity, duration and context


For example if you eat ten times a day and eat one hundred calories every time. Someone else ate once a day and ate five thousand calories


Dopamine, serotonin levels

Besides if you are not sad for two weeks:


Your performance is great

Your expectations are low

Drugs

Manic

Don't care about current events


Being "happy" is not necessarily a good thing


The gestapo might be happy doing its job


Disease, crime, poverty, whatever

Some things are sad





Granted I don't know how to talk about depression, but neither does the DSM


And anything I say and do has no authority anyways so what the flying f**k ever s**t


Depression does not need to be talked about


But when idiots say "how are you?"

And I say "depressed", mandated reporters ask "are you thinking about hurting yourself?".


But depression is a diagnosis, not a felony, choice or emotion


Other lil dipshits ask "why"

That's like saying "why are you autistic?",

The question does not make sense



Gorging every single day s**t


Zoloft and testosterone allegedly cause weight gain


Moderation

There is something wrong with everything



Counselor Jamie Adair had the nerve to tell me that "counseling can help"

Correct

Counseling can "help", hurt, both or neither


Manipulative lil b***h acted like she expected me to blindly believe whatever she told me just because she has a master degree



Stupid lil b***h did not even know the difference between body mass index and percent body fat


And if counseling "helps", how much is it worth?

Not 75 bucks an hour. Jeanne Courtney told me that the insurance pays her 75 bucks


Minimum wage is only 15


Idiots should be on skid row or in the slammer


Hamster wheel



That's like saying "eating is important because without eating you will drop dead"


Logical fallacy


Correct statement


But that doesn't justify McDonald's nutrition or Clif houses prices


It does not follow that you should be constantly eating anything



f**k mister redelings


Slippery slope


Lazy


Arthur Burr white homophobic ass hole told me that he read a book about Asperger's and he diagnosed himself and me with it

He told me all about his childhood and social difficulty


So I told the Republican penis, get a counselor



"Counselors, what do they know?"

Rhetorical question


You have to say, which counselor, which client what time




If a job interviewer asks me about math, I don't say "Asians are better at math than Americans".

Even though the statement is correct

Because I am not trying to trick the interviewer into hiring "most Asians" just myself



Graceful degradation


Over the Hill




Since 19 , suspected brain damage. But didn't tell doctor to refer to neurologist


Doctor could tell DMV, revoke driver's license


Wait until after driver's license already gets revoked


Then get a neurologist



f**k Rolando Morales penis

There are a gang of about 5 people who are too old to be youths but not yet proper adults standing around outside my hotel shouting up the ra up the f-ing ra like that.

I'm a Republican this isn't political but it's 5am and they've been singing since 11, getting drunk since 7 and yelling random nonsense (ok not random nonsense but I don't want to hear up the ra or TAL or mon the hoops or f... the huns at that time of night) since 3

It's proper JT behaviour. And this is coming from me...

Are earplugs dangerous?

^ Use earplugs if you have them, KT.

I'm thinking I'm gonna die.

Given up on sleep cos it's 6 am now but gonna just rest here.

Then figure out tomorrow how to use earplugs.

They're selfish. It's like they're the only Celtic fans or something. No, just the rest of us like to go to sleep sometimes...

But you probably won't

Thanks for replying at least.
It'd be obvious.
I wouldn't be on here anymore.