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Little people in white coats.

And who are the little people in white coats?

I wonder if there was some sort of misunderstanding.

Ear discharge

Weight gain

Exhausted

Insufficient bathroom

When to see chiropractor or neurologist

Autism, depression

Nothing to do all day long s**t

Exhausted

I wish people would understand me.
(the part where I cannot deal w loud noises from TV)

Hmmm...

Not sure.
Not ready for it yet.

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At the job interview yesterday the chiropractor asked me "do you like people?"



"People" sounds like seven billion but literally means more than two

Which precious lil "person" in what way, at what time


You could "like" someone, today and tomorrow, he "refused to call you by your boys name"


f**k mister redelings



"Do you like people?" Is a "yes" or "no", question, not a ten page answer


Yes I "like" Brandon and doctor etchiverri


And I hate more than two precious lil "people"



Yes I like precious lil "people",,, they taste like chicken





A disproportionate number of jobs that I qualify for


Restaurant retail sales . Maybe office


Put undue emphasis on personality s**t


Because the job does not involve much job skill


Nor do I have any job skills

But plenty of precious lil "people" also have zero job skills


For example, licensed clinical social worker


f**k Jamie Adair and Jeanne Courtney b***h







At Joanne's job application, the only part of the job application was personality screening


"Outgoing"? Myers Briggs discrimination against introvert



Wrong



All things being equal, (which they are not) extrovert have competitive advantage at survival of the fittest than introverts




Just like, all things being equal, blind have disadvantage over Global Area Functioning, than not blind


Blind people didn't do anything wrong and the punishment was blind


And I am 36 and no glasses. Doesn't mean that I ate Vitamin A



Just because someone has a more favorable outcome, doesn't mean that their procedure, was more correct, , than someone with a worse income






Skinny smart handsome cisgender neurotypical extrovert white man civil engineer



Sfsu


f**k mister redelings penis


When he told me that it was "lying" for me to ask him to call me "he", instead of "she", the penis acted like incite a riot


He acted like I , invented the world's worst felony


And he was perfect


2006 San Diego


Equal Employment Opportunity Commission 2012 gender identity


When it turned out he was homophobic, not even an email apology


Every action is either right, wrong, both or neither


Plenty of times I made wrong actions and statements


So what.


So does everyone else


But my punishment was disproportionate


And his punishment was , absent non-existent



f**k mister redelings s**t


s**t I just wanted to be his stupidass "friend"



Attitude


Assumptions


Implications



But equal employment opportunity commission is just after 2012 and at work


Mister redelings was not at work

It was 2006


Splitting fine hairs


Then I felt like I could not trust anyone


Deceptive



f**k mister redelings

Love


Court mandated financial reparations


Besides even , job discrimination, involves civil lawsuit


Lawyer cost 600 hour

Lawsuit take two years

Outcome not guaranteed


So whatever s**t

I'm thinking of how strange it is to feel emotions through mostly just texts. I mean all of us on the net interacting through "text." And ideas are formed, translated, sent through thin air. And arrive. When you consider the vastness between us it's a metrical each time we understand each other.

Well you asked.

(:

You can, sometimes, tell a person's state of mind through mere text, with no personal contact.

If the person's sentence structure is different than usual. If there's lots of misspellings despite evident intelligence. If there is extremity in the types of words used (e.g., bombastic, efflorescent, cataclysmic). If lots of adjectives and very few nouns. Or vice versa.

Obviously, you can't tell, 100%, a person's emotional state through merely text. But there are times when one can get a decent idea of emotional state.

I'm hungry.
Stomach growling.
Head feeling empty.

Really wishing I didn't have selective mutism or speech issues. It just takes so much effort to speak, and much of the time my words come out with improper inflection, odd spacing, stumbling over words, etc, even though I "said" it perfectly in my mind.

Yeah....I know what you mean. Words don't sometimes come out right for me, either.

Yeah that's certainly true.
But for me so much of that is step misstep because I start thinking about how someone else may misunderstand because it is only texts. That's the point of view I was going for. In person there are a thousand ways we communicate that tell more than words do or even can, much less texts.

That's why I thinks it's very important if you have a problem with someone one over something that might have been taken wrong its important to clear the air as I have seen of these things can get out of hand and gain a life of their own.

Just some things I've been thinking about..