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That would be my argument too. But you do occasionally read in the Ebay feedback comments of vendors who won't accept a price much lower than what they were hoping for. Six hours after the close of the auction, there's no sign of any acknowledgement from the vendor or any indication that the item has been dispatched. I'm probably being mega-pessimistic, as usual.

Weight gain out of control s**t

Slept fine

Survival of the fittest

"Discrimination"

Lazy

Spoiled upper middle class brat

Withdrawal

Isolation

Autistic burnout

Slacker

Accomplish nothing

f**k mister redelings


Court mandated financial reparations


Incite a riot


delusions of utopia and innocence



Nobody is innocent because, verdict are "guilty" and "not guilty"



36 years old and have not accomplished jack s**t


Carbon footprint


Guilt and shame



Idiots keep telling me, you are smart or whatever but not everyone is smart so whatever


Bell curve


Dualism


Don't want to do jack s**t all day long


Chelsea Manning


Jail

Monastery


Escape



Ass holes sometimes try to schedule job interview for the same or next day


Drop everything and cater to their stupidass "rights"




f**k Amy lee scheel b***h

I thought I had a therapy session yesterday. I went, she wasn't there. I texted and called her; no response. I still haven't heard from her; this is unusual. The last time something like this happened she was in a car accident. I'm kind of concerned.

I feel helpless.I give it all to God as I am not able to do anything. I feel weak. Nothing I can do. I think I'm hypersensitive, but with external things outside my control. I want to save the whole world but I can't.

Sheep.

Sexy Sheep.

I've wondering if I were still a small child today acting the same way I did when I really was a kid, would people suspect I have Asperger's or ASD or whatever they call it these days?

I was usually happy and I even had friends who were about the same age as me. Before I was a teenager, it was okay to be yourself.

Many kids (and adults) admired my ability to draw cartoons.

I could read very well for my age and I was very good at reading stories out loud.

I had a bad time in phys. ed class because I had trouble doing things all the other kids my age and younger seemed able to do, like catch a ball, climbing, skipping rope, or even playing hopscotch. Of course, if you made one mistake the kids would all laugh and sound like bleating sheep at you.

I had some unusual fears and anxieties that I really couldn't explain or make people understand.

I was intensely afraid of getting needles or going to the dentist. More so than other kids, it seemed. It wasn't until I was a teenager that I started calming down.

I couldn't figure out how to tie my shoelaces until I was 9 or 10.

I never learned to ride a bike and was very very afraid of them.

The only physical activity I seemed to be any good at was swimming.

This and my eating habits were blamed on my being overweight. Unlike so many other aspies, it feels like being overweight and NOT being a picky eater are unusual. And my parents didn't raise my brother on me on junk food, either. I was always eating carrots and fruit for snacks. It was during holidays that things became a problem.

My mother was constantly trying to get me to play outside, especially in the winter. Then I'd be wandering around bored and freezing when I had been doing something fun indoors, like drawing or playing with my toys.

I didn't always want to play with kids around my own age, I only wanted to play by myself.

I LOVED older people. And they always seemed to really like me as well. I was always entertaining them and making them laugh.

I also loved cats. Some things really never change.

White knickers with dinosaurs on them, I can see them and I want to peel them off slowly.

Feel like gorging every single day s**t

Bowel movement rocks

Going nowhere in "life"

Annoying esl "huh"

Itchy

Weight gain

Most lil dipshits are way too judgmental

"Cool" is a judgment

I miss Schultz and the way he looked at me every time I posted something. I miss my German avatars and music. I think I'll sleep on it. I might feel differently in the morning.

I'm trying to fit in with everybody else on WP.

I couldn't help it. The Worther's Originals commercial was on when I was looking through my avatars.

Might as well run around at the middle of the road as if no one's watching, for no particular reason other than just for the sake of it.

The only thing so far that distracts me is my own mind.

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I wonder how much sleep I actually would need if I didn't take my sleep meds. Without them, I'm lucky to get half an hour of sleep a night and usually get none, but then I'm not really any more tired than usual the next day. I wonder how long that would last, and if it might be because I actually don't need that much sleep unless I'm taking medications that make me tired.

I was thinking about having fun - and I am not sure what that is, working on it - and now reading a book about play, which I suppose is related to fun. I've been thinking about this for a couple weeks now. I remember when I was dancing, and dancing all night long (the Dawn Dances) or with a excellent swing dance partner, that I am pretty sure that was fun. It was exhilarating and brought me to planes of existence I had never been to before.