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Mountain Goat wrote:
That's very nice. What is it?
..Except the literal answer is not the whole story. There's a story behind the cover itself and why it's labelled that way.
It was first termed when I start coming to SPED sessions, I overheard the term 'Blackbook' being coined. As a child, I got a serious knack for drawing and writing plans/ideas/whatever's in my head and put it in some notebook. I sort of still do.
Thing is that I'm quite aware that my parents sneaks a lot and take a look of what I'm putting in those papers before any of these. Of course it is shown to the SPED teacher.
Other than 'underlying clues' about myself and my state of mind, it's also a source of amusement it seems.
Before all of these, I had a serious special interests of making decoded messages and disguise several of them in some drawings. At that time, it seem like a puzzle for them to solve if not some funny art work of something intense pre-teen/teenage self.
Some were writings instead, which it seems thought provoking from their point of view. The rest are just knacks and plans like, how I spend my allowance, how it is computed and what I wanna save it for, etc.