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How some stupidtron called, out me for having my smartphone volume loud, when I was over 20 feet away as, well, said person had been previously kicked out of the library, for the same offense, as he was accusing me of.. I think when someone gets escorted off the premises of a library for talking on the smartphone non stop, that person should not call out another for something, neither he or she has done..

The fact that I have almost nothing to say. I feel like I have no experiences or obsessions to really talk about. I feel like people tend to find me boring(I find myself boring). I have no story to tell anyone, I feel like a hollow shell.

I resent my mom because she stoped talking with my grandfather hence I can't keep my application for a portuguese citizenship, which would me give me better opportunities to live near people I like and in a place where I was happy.

instead of saying shillfilled propaganda points,
say honeypots for shills to be marked as just that

hivemind propaganda
(an old special interest, )
You Have a Hive Mind
There is a deep connection between the way your brain and a swarm of bees arrives at a decision
Every decision you make is essentially a committee act. Members chime in, options are weighed, and eventually a single proposal for action is approved by consensus. The committee, of course, is the densely knit society of neurons in your head. And “approved by consensus” is really just a delicate way of saying that the opposition was silenced.

This government report would have us believe that the hive mind will be for our good--a wonderful leap in evolution. It is nothing of the kind. For one thing, if the government is behind it, you may rest assured it is not for our good. For another, common sense should tell us that blurring the line "between individuals and the entirety of humanity" means mass conformity, the death of human individuality. Make no mistake about it--if humanity is to become a hive, there will be at the center of that hive a Queen Bee, whom all the lesser "insects" will serve. This is not evolution--this is devolution. Worse, it is the ultimate slavery--the slavery of the mind.

My tyres have arrived but I can't go down yet as I am waiting for a phonecall to find out what's happening... Nothing to do with the tyres....

I am waiting for a phonecall and it has not happened yet. I am soo feeling all the panicky feelings of emotion while I am waiting. I am having to lie on the couch. (Or is it a setee?).
I have car tyres waiting at a car tyre dealer who I can't say when I can make it as I have to stay here waiting for the phonecall which will then tell me the plans... So I can then fit the tyre fitting in inbetween whatever the plans are.
And... It is a very nurve wracking phonecall I am waiting for. They did ask if I was ok at recieving phonecalls. I am not sure I am at the moment as I am trying to hold myself together. I should be ok. It is the waiting... And I can't get on with anything as our phone only rings several times so if we don't pick it up, we don't know who rang to phone back.

I am waiting for a phonecall and it has not happened yet. I am soo feeling all the panicky feelings of emotion while I am waiting. I am having to lie on the couch. (Or is it a setee?).
I have car tyres waiting at a car tyre dealer who I can't say when I can make it as I have to stay here waiting for the phonecall which will then tell me the plans... So I can then fit the tyre fitting in inbetween whatever the plans are.
And... It is a very nurve wracking phonecall I am waiting for. They did ask if I was ok at recieving phonecalls. I am not sure I am at the moment as I am trying to hold myself together. I should be ok. It is the waiting... And I can't get on with anything as our phone only rings several times so if we don't pick it up, we don't know who rang to phone back.

Realizing that I made at least 3 small notebooks in a single night. That my focus on crafting shifted from crochet to bookmaking.

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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

It's amazing how quickly a year goes by.

This time last year- filled with hope and expectation.

This time this year- it's all over and I'm filled with disappointment.

the most recent time that i used the internet was noon saturday. cold f**k. not til 11:40am today went on library. phone doesn't work. monday was labor day and library closed. considered internet cafe but $$$. since saturday, kind of sick. coughing some. not out of control. but whatever. went to doctor etchiverri appointment friday. job interview today.

a magazine mailed me two issues but i did not subscribe. scared the s**t out of me. tried on three separate computers to cancel online. would not go through. called the #. nobody answered and could not leave a message. thought $$$. there are not many pay phones nowadays. many payphones don't work. or they are somewhere loud and crowded. and someone is eavesdropping. or waiting for the phone. ass holes. she said a third party arranged it for me for free. (rolls eyes). so i said, please cancel.

"miscommunication"

"if you can't beat them, join them. or live outside it all. creatures that live outside it all don't last long".


the insurance policy is that the client has to call the Access line for a psychiatrist. access takes a message and calls back in 48 hours. you can set an appointment. s**t trying to find out, how to rent a phone booth. give them the phone number of a payphone and monopolize it.


e-mailed the counselor on thursday and asked if she was taking new clients. answered yes. asked if , if i emailed a list of questions , she would write answers. the b***h answered she prefers to call and asked what time i could take an incoming phone call

theory of mind

it's hard enough to take an incoming phone call when i have a phone

when i don't have a phone, it's like whatever s**t






nothing to do all day long

i am bored

i am boring



lazy

slacker

loser

no hope

angry


"happy" is not magical or special. "happy" is not even superior to "sad".

"sad" is not a catastrophe

"anger" is not a felony


extroverts are like, adrenal fatigue

extroverts act like i am, obsessive compulsive disorder




some former stupidass "Friends" keep sitting around laughing uproariously until they are gasping for air


idiots


not many things are funny

they are not that funny

nor should they be




happiness is overrated by society



f**k mister redelings

My son.
Issues related to the fact that I do not have him.
My life.
My situation.
How one person can see a sentence as good and another can see the same sentence as bad.

I have a sudden interest in reading Jane Eyre again soon, although I usually read it during the winter. I'm such a creature of habit. Would I implode if I did things out of order?

I haven't felt this neutral (non-miserable) in so long. I can't remember the last time I felt this relaxed. I don't feel panicked or anxious at all. Have I ever felt this way before? I'm not sure that I have. This is weird.

I heard that people are debating whether or not adults who don't have kids shouldn't be allowed to Disney World.

And some idiot parents actually believe that the shouldn't, because Disney is ONLY for CHILDREN.

I guess that means that no adults should be allowed at Disney World, then. Including parents. Let your kids run around a place full of strangers in character costumes unsupervised.

But seriously, are you kidding me? These parents think that just because I don't have kids that I shouldn't be allowed to enjoy and appreciate a Disney park?! Okay then, fine. But only if parents aren't allowed to bring in snot-encrusted, whiny spoiled brats who spread measles like wildfire because of their idiot anti-vaxx Karen mothers, and squeal "OO A WION!!" when they see Simba. Leaving their sticky little snot, spit and bacteria-ridden handprints everywhere and losing control of at least two bodily functions in one day. In fact those are basically the reasons I will probably never go to Disney world.

Also there are places in Disney World that serve alcohol and have more adult forms of entertainment, so it's not just for children. Not that I personally care for either of those things.