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i wish i could also say i was smarter than everybody around me. but to borrow from twain, at the very least, the less-smart people around me drag me down to their level and then beat me with their experience, so in effect they are still smarter than me. they have a quick-witted native intelligence of a sort that i'll likely not gain in any amount of time on earth, something hard-wired inside of them, second-nature. my brain tries to approximate what they have but it is slower. far slower. but it keeps trying... god bless its big [pats his brain lovingly].

f**k, my eye that had the corneal abrasion is bothering me the last few days and today I rubbed it when I was half asleep and now my eye hurts and feels like it has something in it and watered up like crazy. I think I may have to go back to the eye doctor.

Felt like gorging s**t

Every single day

f**k my "life"

Testosterone shot five

No effects yet

Woke up coughing at 2am

Ate too much

Sooner or later, I will be fat as f**k

Bad habit

Going nowhere

Miss Warren but want to sit around talking not aikido

He laughs and talks too much

But most precious lil "people" do too

Like his voice

Besides some idiots sometimes go to the 7 am lesson

Someone please rescue me emotionally

But nobody has the power or desire or skill or authority to do so s**t


Lil b*****s and ass holes act like "may I help you?" Like they dragged my worthless corpse out of a burning building





Idiots act so:. Innocent, self important, wise, smart, cool


Neurotypical and cisgender lil dipshits have a competitive advantage of survival of the fittest


Manipulative, arrogant, judgmental, entitled lil penises, please do not "be true to yourself"


It appeared that they (mister redelings and other penises) cared about a lot of precious lil "people", but everyone they cared about also cared about them. And they only cared about precious lil "people" that were similar to them. They were in the majority




Optical illusion


Magic eye


Mc eschler


One long staircase just going up and one even longer going down and one more leading nowhere just for show




Skinny smart handsome cisgender neurotypical white man extrovert




Splits right groin stiff and sore for a couple of months s**t


Graceful degradation






Corey sometimes doesn't email

Or takes a long time

Uppity

Peer pressure

"%miscommunication"


Itchy ears and skin


Skin feels weird


Old age





Nobody gives a ears ass about me s**t


They act like they are so innocent ("are you ok?", ), but they show it with their actions they don't "care" about you s**t



Case by case basis



Cost benefit analysis



Idiots are not worth the energy it takes to interact with them s**t





Sick as f**k



Hope it's contagious




f**k mister redelings



Compliments are annoying and judgmental

Whenever someone new comes to WP these days, I don't know if I should just give them a warm welcome or give them a friendly warning about the PPR and Loath and Hating forums.

Do both

Shopping for more new school clothes and will do so later today.

Don't know how to change the Sim card

s**t I am so stupid

But whatever

"Life" goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on



Going nowhere s**t



"Loss of interest" is a depression symptom, but what is so great about being interested in anything?


You might not have the $$$, potential, or resources or opportunity to pursue your interests , so why not just not have them


"Isolation from friends and family" is a depression symptom. But your friends and family could influence you in bad ways. Klu Klux klan


Coughing over one week


No particular problem


But penis was bothering me


It keeps telling me that my health is bad


Karate instructors don't get background check

Felony conviction and mental illness

Contagious disease inherent to karate


Ass holes are gross


But they have a "right" to be gross


Sick



Feel invisible and s**t

There are NTs who'd say it was 'humblebragging', I don't care, they go on about 'I haven't had a girlfriend in six months' all the time when I've gone years single and 'I just fell out with my mates' when I had no friends for years. It's a genuine problem where autistic people are clever as kids but then not hired as adults.
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I think Tommy is going to get in trouble for tweeting the truth which is that Sky and BT cost a fortune so football fans should just watch streams Esp where he lives. I'm a massive Celtic fan but I'd be fine with discounts for the local neighbourhood, poorest neighbourhood in Britain and the stadium costs £30+ for tickets to matches.

Plucking imaginary flower petals.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

I don't know what is going on with myself at the moment. My thoughts are all over the place!

For the first time since Saturday, slept right hours without waking up coughing

Back kind of stuff and sore

Aging process

Graceful degradation

Skin feels wierd, dry

Precious lil "people" keep misunderstanding what I tell them

It's easier to just not interact with them altogether


Cost benefit analysis

Usually I'm happy being a nonromantic asexual, but sometimes I feel like I'm missing a key part of life, some form of happiness that most people get to experience (romantic love), but I don't. But at the same time, I know I don't have what it takes to be a good romantic partner, nor do I really have the desire to be one. I guess it just makes me feel lonely sometimes, just another way I'm "other."