What's on your mind right now?

Post Reply New Topic

September 11, 2019

Today was a huge swirls of emotions and warm presences.
Today I've learned something changed somehow.

Earlier at morning, I had a little errand of sorts. It involves going around collecting some papers from certain people.
Then there's this one lady. Body language suggests that I bothered her, but... Something else sucks out of me.
As if, there's a blot like sensation on my right side. Ot lasted for less than half an hour or so.
Thought nothing much about it.

Then later on, this afternoon. It was mostly neutral until my boss went back from an event. It was a tiring event she said, but she liked it.
Then there's this orangey sensation. Dunno how it lasts but it was there.

Then tonight, as I was just went back from today's work. My mom got a call from my sister. Saying she got a serious case that she might as well have to be admitted to the hospital.
My mom, a busy lady she was, just sighed.
At first, yeah,body language says 'oh my, what the heck just happened?!' Then... Slowly I felt this warmth like chill.
We went for a ride on our way to the hospital. For the time we sat right next to each other, the sensation became stronger... Strong enough that it something clenched my heart.
Heartbroken? Why would I be heartbroken? This isn't my usual reaction. If anything...
Then my sister called at the middle of the ride, and talked to mom. The sensation lessen.
The ride lasts for about 15 minutes.

Afterwards we met up with my sister, who's yet to be admitted to the hospital. Body language says she's putting a strong front.
Then I felt something else -- it felt like tension. It was over my left side. She was anxious. I just felt it as we walked past through some halls.

A talk to the doctor and two elevator rides later, my mom met up with a friend of hers. So she went and greet this old lady friend of hers.
Then I sensed something... Darker.
Turns out this lady friend of my mom just recently lost her father in the hospital.
Sure, by observation, they're having deep conversations and exchanging condolences and blessings... Yet I just kept sensing these blots and sorts of darken or colored radiance all over.

As I typed this very portion of this post... I'm sitting on a chair, and literally two feet away from my sister's boyfriend.
It's logical to conclude that he's worried and pretty much a screwed. Yet I sense tension, a sharp sensation. But not as strong as my sister's were.

Went to the ER where my sister is about to get admitted -- there's this tension again.


What I'd usually do is entertain myself until this ends. Or whatever. Because it will always pass, like most things do. Nor I ever felt like this -- from others. At least not this way.
If I go away from any person, the sensations slowly fades. If I go about in the crowd, I'd start sensing many sorts of sensations.
Well, sensory overwhelm and chaotic sensations isn't a foreign thing to me. I resolved it as I already had resolved another; by learning how to take it.
Yet this time, this is something else... Something less familiar... It's not chaotic -- heck it's kinda odd that I barely felt anything chaotic lately.


So after some back and forth walks and talks, my mom met another acquaintance of her's. The other lady's son is currently sick.
The weird thing, is that, if I get a bit closer to the young man, I felt this subtle dizziness, suddenly having to mind my balance. And it disappears when we parted ways.

I already knew I have sensitivities, but not this kind of sensitivity. This sensitivity doesn't make much logical sense.
Unless...

Unless, today, I might've suddenly became an empath.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

^ That puts a whole new spin on Penguin slamming

P-P-P-P-P-P pick up a penguin

Advertising when it was fine to mimic stutters

No hope left