My friend unlocked the dojo half hour early and started washing windows . And I wanted to talk to her but I did not want to wash windows or do any other stupid ass chores. Besides if someone else was in there she could have been talking to them. She's an annoying lil b***h. She's so easily excited, captivated, interested. Extrovert, outgoing. When I met her two years ago, she seemed perfect. Later it turned out that, she was just like all the other losers.
Manipulative, arrogant, judgmental, entitled
If they like it they say "cool". They laugh uproariously at things that are not even funny.
One action:. One statement
If they don't like it they say "sucks" or "why"
As though they are so f*****g awesome they have a moral right to veto anything they don't "like",
Ass holes
She asked me what precious lil "people" do that I don't like. Answered. But she keeps doing it anyways
Never should have told that b***h
They either do it less, the same or more
Accommodate, ignore, provoke
Only one out of three is good
They are not all equally likely
One is slightly good
The other two are pretty bad
Relatively
Simpletons ass holes. Are not worth the energy it takes to interact with them
She used to hang out with me twice a week
Now that she has an internship she leaves Warren's Wednesday lesson, early or right after
And I have wanted to talk to Warren about s**t
Philosophy, counseling, whatever,. Structural engineering
For a long time
But he keeps talking to bacteria like will Letchworth penis, Anthony Sherman
When John Pearson came to aikido, I felt like, middle child
Emotional neglect
Attention
Pull your pants and underwear down. Bend over. Tawse, cane, belt.
Indulge, love, discipline, punishment, intimate , penis , vagina
Warren kept talking to John and Nate penis but they were skinny handsome cisgender neurotypical white man. Tall . Whatever. Simpleminded and normal.
There is no good reason why Warren pottebaum had to talk to them
They had each other
They had friends and family
And I have nobody
Warren, polymath
Mensa
Skilled, talented, neuroplasticity , functional, adaptable, survival of the fittest
s**t since I was about 12 years old, I have wanted and needed, someone to rescue me
Save
"Help"
Get through to me
Think inside the box and outside the box
STEM
Warren's demeanor seemed perfect
At that time
Later it was like, whatever
Warren captured my heart the way nobody not even Brandon did
And I missed Warren pottebaum a lot
Garth, Ashley, Nick, Eric , not at all
But Warren was not there for me
.
f**k Warren pottebaum
If my stupidass "friend", refuses to hang out with me one more time, i am dumping that b***h
She can hang out with her sister any old time but I only go to aikido once a week
Vagina, butt, thighs itchy as f**k
Skin feels different and worse
Ate too much as usual
Going to start bulimia
Eating is too tempting
The penis won't take "no" for an answer when it cooks
It's like, shut the f**k up ass holes