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My husband is still on a work trip on the west coast, and family members wanted to take the kids overnight. I have the whole evening and night to myself! What will I do! Besides this huge exam I'm super anxious about...

And I got a 60% on a quiz I thought I did amazingly on, because of-freaking-course.

Raining outside. Not enough to not go for a walk. But whatever.

Ho hum. Penis had the nerve to kick me out of the bathroom.

"Life" is going nowhere.

I'm having that feeling when a huge weight is lifted from your shoulders and you suddenly feel like yourself again. I've been zoned out by anxiety for the past two months and now I'm thinking "OMG It's autumn! Bring on the pumpkin spice! Bring on the Brontës! Bring on the apple crumble! Bring on the dark!!"

It's like a revelation! I want to run in circles and rejoice!

I wish I could make snow for you----so you can make snow angels.

I adore autumn as it gets darker and darker and darker, and the weather gets more wuthering every day!

October is Wuthering Heights month!

November is my favourite month because it's dark and brooding and Christmas is in the air!! !

I just remembered to be happy!! WOOT!!

(Snow would be great too, just not in sunlight!!)

I don't think it's "abnormal" per se.

You were a child in the 1990s---I'm sure you've run into lots of people and you've forgotten some.

I’m sure it’s snowed in the mountains of Europe in October.

I think I'm overthinking.

I wish I could afford a K-swap. It makes sense to do the engine swap before I worry about fixing the A/C, since there's no sense fixing the A/C just to tear of the parts right back out.

.. Even clothes has this certain feel in it even to go as far not having to look at it.
Otherwise, it's mostly noise. So far I can only distinguish between 'pluses' and 'minuses', and not more specific than that... Yet.
It would've been more logical if I'd took a look at it, then there's stirring subconscious thoughts and feelings... It's not. Not anymore.


Is this how alexithymics inquire about the names and descriptions between sensations?

Except this isn't about social and emotional of 'self and other' cognition anymore -- after so many years of intellectually compensating, observing and practicing it.
This is even more complicated and verbally incomprehensible more than the known usual range of emotions and social setups. It's more chaotic than ever...
But not volatile, heavy and overwhelmingly chaotic. More like everything is connected and the strings are tangled up chaotic.

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Whether or not I should go protest after work on friday...I kinda want to check out the climate change protest down-town the march apparently starts at 11 but I work till 12, but there is supposed to be a rally after the march so I could make it to that at least go down and show my support for a while.

I just don't really like crowds, but I damn well do care about climate change so I feel I should at least show my face as a supporter of doing something about it.

Alright... Some basics in intuition, maybe.

If it's 'heavier', 'dense', 'tense' or it sucks out of you, it's a "no" or "negative" or "doesn't match you".
If it's 'lighter', sometimes it doesn't seem to feel much, perhaps 'neutral' if not 'better', that's usually a "yes" or "positive" or either "it matches you or better".

Once upon a time, got confused between the two and didn't get to know which is which but it was there. Never did research on it. Thought it's just mainly luck.

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