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The penis keeps kicking me out of the bathroom. Now all it has to do is make noise and I get nervous and uptight

Paradox

Oxymoron

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If I can't be at least a structural engineer, I don't want to work at all

Warren pottebaum would be laughing his head off



Warren used to treat me like I was special

He offered me a ride, for no reason

And I took it



He offered me a ride downtown. A ride when he was sick. A ride when I was sick


"He who laughs, lasts"


He remembered my name from the first time


Then Nate Pearson penis became his favorite


Invisible




f**k Nate Pearson

I'm thinking that I can't think of anything

I love singing, I wish I was better at it.
I have an okay “singing simple songs to kids” voice.

My mother is thinking about trying CBD Oil for pain and anxiety / depression. She's 81 and very much against drugs, but she's read about the medicinal benefits and the fact she won't get high.

Any thoughts? I've never tried the stuff myself.

Just yesterday she fell into the deep end of her swimming pool unsupervised ... CBD sounds daunting.

I may have done the wrong thing.

To read a few more posts and fall asleep

Near where I live, there's a senior care home that has three levels of care, based on intensity. As your care needs increase, you move from one level to the next. I wish there was something like the opposite of that for people with developmental disabilities, where you would start out with a higher level of assistance and move to a lower one and then be ready to live on your own. Like, I might start out at a level where someone would check in on me and assist me in areas I need help with, but I wouldn't live with them 24/7 (probably the middle level of care). That would give me the help I need while also giving me a measure of independence and allowing room for improvement, hopefully eventually getting to the point where I could be completely independent. Unfortunately, in actuality, I pretty much have to be either completely dependent or completely independent for most things.

The more in tune to my real self, the unlikely I'd get any sneezing fits.
There's still an ongoing storm season, when it's supposedly more severe.

Yet I've yet to get ANY sneezing fits for few months now.


Already tried everything I could afford doing! Meds, avoiding stuff, taking stuff... And nothing! Not even the weather!
So, the real trigger for the this chronic rhinitis/sinusitis, which I spent the majority of my life fighting and figuring... Are actually invisible energies?!

Ridiculous... Uttery ridiculous.

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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

My stupidass "friend" went with her sister after class Sunday

The week before that and the week before that she didn't go

That b***h is addicted to aikido

"Aikido is my favorite thing"

Aikido is not a special, magical, drug, felony, diagnosis, religion, political party, philosophy, or anything like that

Aikido is not even capitalized. (Unless it otherwise would have been)


Let's go through some s**t in aikido (some, not all, inherent)


Bacteria.

Instructors and customers can have felony conviction and psychiatric diagnoses. No background check. No semi permeable membrane.

Gossipping idiots

$$$$

Inconvenient location

Sometimes it's cancelled

"Huh", "what"

Men's and women's locker room

Paranoid someone will lose her car keys and blame me. Then I have 48 hours to find the car or subpoena to court and jail


Ass holes too rough, too fast, too many Newton's


Idiots not following directions and acting like they are so innocent




Warren pottebaum had the nerve to ask me if I knew what a ninety degree angle was and if I had a high school diploma


s**t


That was over eleven years ago and I have obsessed over it every single day s**t


At the time I said "no" ("lying")


But he would not have believed me


The other "instructor" , kept telling me, you are not paying attention.

Effort efficiency outcome

Theory of multiple intelligence


Plenty of b*****s have had the nerve to tell me that I was smart or stupid


Freedom of speech


They have a legal "right" to be ass hole




But none of them were what I wanted to be, in college

Structural engineer


None of them wasted as much time and energy, interacting

s**t

Even the counselors

The learning difference assessment had no, "learning" involved


Brain damage





Next Thursday, hiring event. Peet's. Have to take the train and don't want to but whatever. It's close to the train station. Unlike last week's job interview


Barista


Tuesday, unpaid internship. Interview. Went in that building many times. 1947 partition. Close location.


Sunday, job interview.


s**t I am not going to ask my stupidass "friend" to hang out with me Sunday

She's so dramatic

At least now I have plans





Itchy vagina after bowel movement


Feel like gorging









Nothing to do all day long and "life" is going nowhere



Wish I joined the army






Nobody gives a rats ass about me


Even though they try to take credit

My life is great as I'm surrounded by great people that love me as much as I love them. Although I wish some of them were and are gonna be doing much better than they're doing right now.

I, on the other hand, am currently just at the third week of college and I am already losing the overview of all my assignments. Besides that I'm also behind on external projects and I have been feeling very exhausted. I think I have been since the summer as my college didn't give me the official confirmation on my application being successfully approved until the very last day of the summer and made me stress all summer about it even though I passed the 21 plus test back in May. I had contacted the college multiple times, but they just told me that they were in the middle of processing all tests and told me to be patient. I also had two clients for video content that were waiting longer than expected for my videos. Those things made me feel undeserving of all leisure activities throughout the summer followed by bad sleep and unhealthy eating.

back to the present, I have homework for every single subject every day of the week and it is too much for me to keep up. I went to the information desk and asked them about the dean. I told them that I already noticed my struggles with studying within the first few weeks. Also, my screen cracked today as I opened my laptop and I still question why most of my hardware is currently giving up.