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I'm worried that people will blame cats, especially feral cats, on the decreased population of birds in North America, and instead of maybe getting feral cats spayed or neutered, the cat haters are going to use it as an excuse to kill them.

Well, I must have worded something differently in my last Google search, because I finally found a supported living sort of thing that might work for me. The only problem is, the Web site says I'd have a roommate, and having a roommate my first year of college really messed up my mental health, just because I'm so unsuited to sharing main living areas with others. I sent an email asking if it's possible for me to do it without having a roommate, and am now awaiting a reply. I probably shouldn't get my hopes up.

My stepdad apologised.

He was really rude though.

Suspecting you're aspie (or even being diagnosed) doesn't mean you can tell people 'I want to relax today and you're work'.

Esp because I basically babysit him and I was really lonely and socially anxious.

Kieran's interview was telling. He likes Celtic, wrestling/Abba/musicals and being a ned.

That was maybe not as bad a book as I feel like it was perhaps the problem was that I knew more than the writer.

Won't be the same with this next one the James Connolly reader.

I want to answer Kraftie but I don't think the rant thread is the place for it.

pressing

And the answer is... maybe. It's not something they typically do due to the cost, but they'd be willing to consider it. And now that it's looking more like it might be a real possibility, I'm starting to second-guess myself, wondering if something like that would really make me happy in the long-term, or if I'd just end up stagnating there, too.

Emotional overeating out of control s**t every single day

Unwanted visitor in house

So f*****g vulnerable

She's bothering me and annoying and innocently asked "are you ok?"

Ass holes don't have the skills or power to "help" me

b***h

It's like a funny double life that nothing is really going on.

Was this like how masking is?


Just minus isolation and uncertainty, fear and anxiety, and things are just keeps getting better and better.
There isn't really anything for me to hide. There's always with connection of everything, and being perceived as odd made some things easier.

Think a part of me understands now why autism is a shaman's spiritual 'license'.

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I swear people are deliberately being stupid and ignorant and annoying to me today. This is the only site they've not been that way and that's probably because I've not been on here.

Got ready to go to the grocery store.
Drove all the way there. It rained a f**kton, could barely see the road.
As I was getting closer to the store I started getting panicky about going in.
I am now so anxious I can't even walk into the store.
My body feels like lead. I keep sleeping all the time. I feel like I can't do anything. I think I'm depressed?

Great times.