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it's mostly humans encroaching on habitat and disruption of patterns because of climate change, oh, and pesticides. we need to blame us.

Slept good

Not sick, no period, no headache, no stomachache

A lil itchy in aikido. Instructor and friend only. Felt like a long time s**t.


Friend drove me to job interview.

Have not hung out with friend for four weeks and thought she did not want to be my friend anymore

Resignation, apathy, sigh, sad, mad, bad,


In the car, talked about:


Aikido:. She went five times a week, Rolando Morales penis, Robin

Job interview:. Forever 21. She asked, if she drove me home, would I take a shower. If she drove me home, I would be late to the interview.

If she was a bad driver

Sick

Counselor

Doctor, Wellbutrin, eating disorder






Looked for and could not find a grocery store that sold what I wanted. Picky eater.

Ended up eating carrots, deli ham, milk, kit Kat.

Felt like, running on empty.

Unfamiliar area.


Job interview. The company was upstairs. The elevator would not go there. Card locked. Ass holes. Phone not working correctly. Asked a lot of strangers and they refused to let me borrow phone. Even the car dealership didn't know where the pay phone was.

Penises

Finally when I was trying to email , someone happened to be going up at the same time and he let me in

s**t



But you should not have to have a phone if you are on the other side of the door

How f*****g stupid


And the b***h was just upstairs and it never occurred to her to check downstairs or whatever



When I do something like that , "it's your last day".


When idiots do something like that Fe fi fo fum . It's like, whatever.


Went to a grocery store. Looked around for a loaf of bread. Didn't find. A boy behind the counter had the nerve to ask me what I was looking for and to tell me to leave


It's the concept


He didn't do anything functionally significant and I should expect ass holes to do that but feel "discriminated" against


Subtle





That's enough job interview BS for one week


s**t I'll think twice before going so far to a job interview especially if it's in a building that requires an "extra special way" to get in



I went all the way over there and a "miscommunication" and I almost missed it. If someone did not happen to be going upstairs at that time


f**k Coldwell banker, San Francisco, van ness


f**k Laura godby


Ass holes

Feral cats are an inherent aspect of humans encroaching on habitat. Where we go our pets follow. To be fair, if you've got coyotes, you probably don't have a feral cat problem. Apparently they already have an excuse to kill them.

I wish we'd actually listen to teens esp aspie teens who probably research things just as much as (or more than) NT adults. Instead of patting them on the head (metaphorically) and saying 'oh well done you're clever' we should listen to them.

Over all, in spite of some significant setbacks like a broken ankle and a hurricane, I am in a better place now than I was two years ago when I joined WP. Thank you all.

Wow. Is great you are ina better position.

I have found the ability to find friends to talk to is such a blessing.

Thinking of what to say to my therapist when I go see my therapist this Friday.

Period came.

Refilled testosterone prescription online.

Feet stiff and sore from weight gain and walk

And old and senile s**t

Itchy

Nothing to do all day long

Limiting reagent

So many things are not worth the energy it takes to get them

Failure

Hot as f**k

Wish I had friends but whatever

Idiots do and say annoying BS all the time

I wonder if I'm a changeling.

Then again, is there really any need to wonder?

I thought thinking autism was a mental illness was an American problem? Turns out there's ignorant people over here too.

Sid Haig RIP

Batman '66 (prolly King Tuts best henchman if you ask me) , 007 DAF as gangster who said "I have a brother" - Bond replies "small world"

the steel drum set [musical instrument] has a unique beauty in its sound.

People seem to think me saying mental illness is a problem is the same as me saying mentally ill people are a problem. No. Mental illness is something which hurts you or makes you hurt those around you. Most of the time even with the illnesses which are stereotyped as violent, it's the first one - self harming and self hurt.

Autism is neither. It is simply a different way a brain can be wired. It can be healthy. In an ND world, it would be accepted. In an ideal world, mental illness would be medicated against.

Also this is a reminder to myself I need to take my SA medicine today...

My make up and cosmetic products are one of the things in my life that keep me going and when i compare myself with others who would say they get strength from their children or family i guess i really am a shallow person

On Monday, wrote thank you email for job interview on Sunday

It is now Tuesday 5am and no answer

It gets on my nerves, how idiots expect you to have all the latest greatest technology

The office was upstairs

My phone was not working

Nobody would let me borrow the phone

They told me that they didn't know where the pay phone was

The elevator only went to that floor with a card key

Stupid b***h had the nerve to tell me that she was expecting me to call or email

Someone just happened to be going up there at that time

Otherwise no job interview

No receptionist

No call box

She could not go downstairs and check

b***h

Then she asked me if I parked in the garage. It was like, she expected me to have a phone and a car

And no job

Whatever she's not the only idiot like that








Today unpaid internship. Job interview. Gone to the building a lot of times before.



It is a weekday

And there are more precious lil "people" going in and out of the building that it should not be too hard to get in

But "should", "can", and "will" are all different things





A friend invited me to Saturday. Comedy show 8pm


Cold f**k only have one friend but 8pm is a bit late


Period came yesterday




Skin feels wierd



Middle age









No hope





False hope






Appearance sometimes deceive

I really wish I could sleep better, I hate having so little energy throughout the day.