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Mumbo jumbo

Fe fi fo fum

Moot point

Slippery slope

Grieving

Going nowhere

Wheelbarrow

Doomed

Why bother

Apathetic

Doubt counselor Judy Jones will answer the email

If no counselor is "a good match", better to not have a counselor s**t

Neuroplasticity

Obsessive compulsive disorder

Impulsive

Indecisive

Facade

Ballet dance belt

Judgmental, entitled, manipulative, arrogant lil dipshits, please do not "be true to yourself"




What is "do your best". The statement is correct. But in some cases not justified

Fail and you are worse off than before s**t

"Don't put all your eggs in one basket




Extroverts talk too much and too loud and there are too many of them


"Reality" is harder to deal with for me, than mister redelings


Mister redelings penis is a skinny smart handsome cisgender neurotypical extrovert white man


Jealous


Penis


Invite a riot

Court mandated financial reparations


Brain fog

At the end of rope

No hope

Rehab

Wheelbarrow

Wheelchair



Always uptight penis might kick me out of the bathroom



Nothing to do in "life"

Midterms. Oh and the fact that I most likely just failed my first one of the semester...

^ I love your avatar.

Too lazy and apathetic to do anything significant s**t

Feel heavy, slow, weak, old, weight gain

No clue how fatter people stand, walk, or run

Exhausted lake Merritt

Might not be able to continue running but whatever

36 is pretty old

Even the military has a different weight standard for 18 and 36 s**t


5'3, woman, under 114 pounds is still nowhere near the max


Men or women

Any branch of the military s**t


What is wrong with me s**t

Can't do jack s**t productive

Doctor etchiverri told me that she is going to refer me to a psychiatrist that diagnoses intellectually challenged and learning difference


Brain damage, suspect

Think one of the biggest factor of my burnout was...

The want to be taken seriously, and therefore acting and thinking seriously. For in my case it does nothing but light the flames that would burn me one way or another.

And many autistics only knows what it felt like.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Nothing and somethings.

Last night sat on toilet over one hour

Massive liquid feces

Felt much better after

Went from 51.5 to 50.7 kg

Despite (b3) (.5s)(v3)

Ate extra six servings

Depressed as f**k

Brain damage and s**t

Not accomplishing jack s**t

Doctor etchiverri told me, moisturizer

Brandon told me to put on ointment he gave me. Last year

And I did

And it made me itchy

It's weird Brandon didn't care that I went to aikido sick

Contagious

Or that I didn't wear a suit

Hood, sometimes

Of all the random things to care about

Then Brandon moved to Texas s**t

But whatever

Rolando Morales penis is just like Brandon

They talk too much and too loud


But as of November last year I have been itchy like

Scabies, eczema, psoriasis

Paranoid Rolando Morales penis will tell me what itchy is contagious and leave the building

No hormone results

Impatient s**t


Starbucks has a hiring event today

Plan some s**t for today


Don't feel like walking so far

Diarrhea might cause more weight loss

Going nowhere



Counselor Judy Jones hasn't answered

Email has been six days


f**k MFT Judy Jones, Berkeley b***h



Calling the Access line is hard enough because dropped calls

Ass holes call you back in 48 hours


You can't make an appointment online

You can't go to a building and wait


Counseling could be "good" , in some situation

But counseling is not worth the wages

Counselor Jeanne Courtney told me that insurance pays her 75 hour

b***h


She's worth 1 dollar an hour


So what she's "helping people"?

Cashier at McDonald's are "helping people"

They just get minimum wage

Just still really wanting my own place and still not knowing if that's ever going to happen. I really wish there were more services in Kansas that would help me at least have a taste of independence, or help me get there. But honestly, if someone didn't put food in front of me at least once a day, there would be plenty of days I wouldn't eat, I'm sure - I even need help with things that basic.

Stuck in a rut, dead ends - how do I get out? Or is this just what life is for me?

[bodylanguage] is completely different to me
concious "acting" vs unconcious (but not undeliberate)
eg the former neighbor always throwing the cigarette ends on our ground; that special show of disrespect that you can't prevent yourself from
+ eg, the special dinner getting mashed&mixed up always by the same someone, i pointed it out and then there's that
when your desire to invalidate pushes harder and your cheap presents can barely hold the "good intentions" you pretend to display

that i tried to revert to diurnalism but ended up waking up @ 2:30A. long remainder of night ahead. hope i don't fall back asleep at the wrong time.

I feel good.

^^^^that's good