Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Yesterday morning a radio station was talking about David Lynch's birthday. I only came in partway through what they were saying, and was afraid he had died. I also thought it was weird they would talk about him, unless he was dead. And now I can't stop thinking about him being dead, which upsets me.

People that are suppose to help falling through . And providing excuses, Why they will not help later . Even though , had been assured they would help ...
Then am having to go outside and its only 20 degrees F , So best warmest coat ., i have, that i have been saving for very very cold weather ( very comfy one with fuzzy lining) very sensory
friendly . The zipper breaks in the up position. Oh No . When i get back in had to squirm
out of it. Only worn 4-5 times since brand new. Was the first new coat had bought in years .
Had saved it for years , waiting for the coldest weather .

My door is literally frozen shut.

My desktop computer is taking too long to start.

Watching my daughter cry over the stress of her new job. She teaches 3rd grade in a Catholic school. She recognizes that quite a few kids in her class need services and the parents say they don't.

Anxiety

Have to interact with , new place and new people today.... Anxious ......

Made a nightmare this night, and another one this morning.

The morning nightmare was worse. But the night nightmare was even worse.

But now I'm ok.

The back door of my house is still frozen shut.

-36°??? Jesus Christ, it's cold where you live. It's only 4° here.

Four of the races that I'd backed my horses on today were cancelled. I had some good bets on as well.

Negative thoughts turning dreams into nightmares.

Seeing the official pivot to "died with COVID" making the rounds. Yeah, I'm sure that makes the vulnerable feel good. They already go through enough, and society sacrificing their dignity on the alter of eugenics says more about society than it does anything else.

Awe Crud.... -36 yes, Sorry Isabella . I can see that hasn't got much below -32C here mainly at night .
but now have checked on attached mother in laws little house , and went in to turn on the taps to dribble, So pipes do not freeze which i should have done much earlier. but now the taps are frozen closed ...Augh ! So now the house is too cold inside why is this ? this heater in the house is set to automatically come on, now the house heater is not working . And this system also heats
under the house to keep the pipes from breaking . So how much of the plumbing system is going to crack pipes . This is crazy, things keep going wrong, very expensive things . All started with my covid hospitalization. After that i forgot everything . And the season changed . AAAuugh...
Hope you are able to be okay...and survive Isabella Linton ..... Good luck with that backdoor.

Oh no! That doesn't sound good if you can't turn the taps! Can you get a plumber / heat person asap tomorrow? I don't want to scare you but plumbing line explosion is unbelievably expensive. I'm knocking wood that you'll get that resolved. What type of heat is it?

My door actually opened, finally. I guess a day of direct sunlight on it helped. When it was frozen everyone said don't put water on it, or it will break the glass and make more ice. They told me to use a hair dryer for dry heat. I went to grab the hair dryer and it sparked / short-circuited and died as soon as I plugged it in. LMAO because that's my life. It was an expensive ceramic blow dryer with ions or something (?) so that became another challenge to order a new one. We can't go around with soaking wet hair when it's so cold and we're both sick.

I hope you're feeling better physically. I know it's been a really rough week for you.

Sending my best.

Feeling very ordinary.
Keep having sweats although weather has cooled now.
Went out to do yard work, kept getting dizzy.
Checked with oximeter thing, oxygen was 83.
Now just feel sick
And lethargic.
And unwilling to stay upright.

^

Drink a lot of water
Sleep
Eat something light
Be pampered
Post tasteless memes
Write random poems
Think about warm desserts