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Curious about what etchiverri wrote on the notes from Thursday

Obsessive compulsively checking

Want to see Dr Butler , not just every four weeks

The bowling alley has not called

Going to apply for jobs as mechanic, no skills

Do not have enough energy to keep up with entitled dipshit extroverts

Yesterday left without saying goodbye to friend, but she came with her sister so they were leaving together

More social interaction

Dead end

Exhausted all the options

Mumbo jumbo



The assumption, implication, attitude, of almost everyone, especially counselors, that I have interacted with, clash with my philosophy

i'm really impressed with the way jim nabors [RIP] handled a soft folk song such as this one-

Unaccustomed internal settings. Until I figured it out again, I'd be running without a sense of direction for a while.
Despite that it's already been months this way.
Despite that it's been only months and it felt like a lifetime.

Time became more of a paradox and less of a meaningful reference point but just as valuable nonetheless.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

I'm flying to Japan tomorrow!! ! I can't believe its real! I feel so happy that i'm scared

I’m so bored in my apartment

Finally got neuropsychological evaluation forms in mail

Felt silent and invisible. "Life" can only get worse

A lil itchy

Histamines

Some idiot from LenMark phoned, even though I told her I was going to phone her

The counseling intern phoned too. told them not to

Picked up T

Hands have cuts - winter

Felt like gorging as usual

No goal, hobby, friend



Only one friend and she drove to class yesterday with her sister

Didn't ask if she wanted to hang out

Fear rejection

Besides I had a job interview


Applied for jobs as mechanic

But without experience or driving, not much


Awkward

Going nowhere


Wanna f*****g shoot myself s**t

Why only care for autistix,
devolution i'd say
in the pursuit of diversification oblige stratification,
do i make up these words? possibly, there's out of touch in any language also

this whole thing might be some backward fixation (schlomo talking)
instead of streching the imagination now we must be confined in one definate center of detention

Ubiquitous obscurantism again

-- let's shine a light with Nasruddin

Once, a man found Nasruddin searching for something on the ground outside his house under a lamp post.
On being asked, Nasruddin replied that he was looking for his key.
The man also joined in the search
and in due course asked Nasruddin: ”Where exactly did you drop it?”

Nasruddin answered: ”Over there, in the shadows.”
”Then why are you looking here?” the man asked.
”The light is better here” replied Nasruddin.

Sometimes I really hate people.

hatred, as one ages, becomes so tiring, that eventually it is replaced with indifference.

Gilgamesh

My high school economics class where everyone was given an equal number of dried beans with which to bid for a bag of chocolates. In the first round I formed a corporation with my table-mate and won the chocolates for us hands down because between us we could outbid any individual person. In the second round the others in the class emulated the table-mate corporation but I expanded mine across two tables to continue a guaranteed victory. The teacher denied us this second victory despite us bidding the most for the bag of chocolates. He gave it to another group.

The lesson is that, without regulatory intervention, a handful of people can become chocolate gluttons while the others look on with jealousy (or starvation in real world circumstances) even when booting up from "zero."

Capitalists have never cared about the system as a whole, they care about extracting "theirs" from it. Whatever the f**k that actually means when you embed it in a globally applied ethical calculus.