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(during the last hour): posting in various WP threads, bidding on various items on Ebay that I'm not sure I want, trying and failing to beat a Doom level (computer game), while all the time consuming more and more strong ale. Is this the real life, is this just fantasy? (F Mercury). Is it even that? Time to go to bed maybe?

My cat talk toooo much

Looked up neuropsychological evaluation. Could study or malinger. Dr Butler said "do your best", but usually they only say that when they, correctly or wrongly, fathom your best is pretty bad.

"Don't put all your eggs in one basket"

Cory emailed me Monday. Could answer. But he often doesn't answer a couple of weeks so whatever

Pen pal

Edgy feeling emotion

Suspect brain damage

Every day is the same thing

The penis has a girlfriend now

"Life" is a farce

infinite jest

A Confederacy of dunces

What happens if robotic arms become infected with malware? jw.

There was a party at my grandparent's house. Then my uncle, my aunt's husband... Got drunk.
When he gets drunk, he gets violent. Violent enough to hurt others and break stuff.

Tonight, violent enough to call the police.

For over 3 hours since then, most of the household, including my mom and sister, are in the police station now.
And it's almost 5AM.

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I want pepperoni pizza

I'm so fed up with people. And I dont believe in anything anymore. f**k everything!

Spiritualism takes too much work. -_-

It's almost 6AM now.
I've only slept for like 2 hours or less.

As soon as I'm done watching an old cartoon series, no more entertaining tech for me until the day after tomorrow.

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I went to bed at 0500am. Shhhh! I was side tracked on model railway sites. I should have gone to sleep earlier. But all is good.

For the next meeting of my social skills group, they've decided they're going to have us bring in our favorite Thanksgiving side dishes and just hang out and talk. I really don't want to go. I hate eating in front of others (it always makes me feel extremely self-conscious for some reason), and it'll probably just be everyone else talking and having fun while I sit in a corner by myself, just like the Halloween party was. If that's going to be the case, I'd much rather hang out at home where I can at least read or play on my phone without being told off for it.

Aww. Not sure what's best but I understand what you mean.

Hmmmhmm.. On the matters of Acceptance.

There's a level beyond the realization through acceptance.
Let's just say, one can 'graduate' from any 'labels' both acquired and innate. Given if they don't have to seek knowledge of tools and techniques about the topic.
And then use all the lessons learned in practice across all defined labels that most people use to understand certain terms.

A state that one doesn't have to replay the old lessons in life over and over again, because it is done.

It doesn't have to be through a more encompassing layer of a label, the basics of realization through a complete form of acceptance is enough.

Too bad everyone misses this for, like, everyday.


Graduating from the realization of acceptance leads to a meeting road, a very distant single point...
A point where everyone is One and the same, while separate and unique at the same time being a reflection of one another.

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