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The thought that someone is going to disagree with me today.
I mean, really?
How is that even in the ballpark of reality?
I am perfect.

Supposed to be writing a book about living with autism. If even the people who know me don't give a crap, I suppose I don't need to finish it.

Anxiety

This has been very disruptive as I've tried to figure it out, and I feel like a chump for having been duped, and pathetic for putting so much effort into it. I'm learning about it, looking for reassurance that I'm coming away with something, and I'm coming up empty. I'm not one for being satisfied with just the lesson. It's been one very expensive lesson.

There's so much abuse and exploitation going on in the world and I and most people are powerless to stop it.

UGH! Medical bills!

Now I have to get up early two days a week for work instead of one. I. am not. a morning person. I hate mornings and everyone awake during then.

Anxiety

Looks like we can already write off creative writers group meeting Saturday morning.
At least I'm going to have to on account of my defective body.

"
.DAY ONE...Today and Tonight

Snow is expected to begin tonight, starting in northeastern Kansas
and building into far west and northwest Missouri through Midnight.
Snow will continue to build east through Thursday morning.
Accumulating snow, between 4 to 7 inches are possible. Impacts to
travel are expected, especially during the Thursday morning commute.
A Winter Storm Warning is in effect beginning at 9 PM for much of
the region, with a Winter Weather Advisory surrounding the Warning.

.DAYS TWO THROUGH SEVEN...Thursday through Tuesday

Snow will continue through the day on Thursday, finally beginning to
move off to the east through the evening and overnight. The Winter
Storm Warning ends at 6 AM Friday morning.

Very cold temperatures are forecast to follow this snow system.
Morning lows will be in the single digits Saturday with minimum wind
chills near zero or in the negative single digits.
"

People. I become too reliant on them and suffer the consequences.

Bad drivers

I make a comment that nobody will see, it tells the algorithm I want to see everything this person does on the platform. My getting nothing at all for my effort gives visibility to someone who already has visibility. This is not a fair exchange, but it is representative of how the world works.

The cheesecake diet isn't working. Time to go back to something sensible, like not eating.

Sh**heel coworkers who provide nothing. The adult children of the world.

My mother told me they found a problem with my dad's gallbladder at the hospital and it will need to come out.

She said that just about everyone in our family has had their gallbladders out except me, my brother, and herself. Although she did get her appendix out several years ago.

This means I will probably need my own gallbladder out someday. If I live to "someday". I hate the human body, it has all these organs like tonsils, appendix, gallbladders and wisdom teeth and all they're good for is causing pain and sickness and requiring general anesthesia to be surgically removed. I hate my body, I hate this planet, I hate my life and I wish I could just go to sleep forever.