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cathylynn
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16 Nov 2019, 2:43 pm

shortfatbalduglyman wrote:

Wine.com. phone interview. Warehouse worker. The message she left was not clear if she said "two", "three". "Four" or "five". The b***h acted disgusted when I told her that at a previous warehouse I moved boxes. No inventory. :roll:

This other phone interview scheduled since Tuesday was okay. While I did not do check runs, accounts payable processing is similar.
Billing specialist.

Office assistant. Phone interview. Uneventful but it ends 8pm so , have to drive a car to train station. Parking $$$.

One job interview scheduled for today went there and a b***h said "what?" to me and acted like she did nothing wrong but "what?" Is not the etiquette equivalent of"excuse me". The cashier told me to wait and I was early. Waited fifteen minutes after scheduled start. Different cashier told me interviewer left for the day. Ass hole. :roll:

got dressed up too. Although the cashier was not dressed up. Good thing the interview was not far away

Lost a lil weight.

Sooner or later will end up fat. Sysyphus.

The penis's girlfriend is not in the jail cell today. Maybe tomorrow

Being alive and being me is just exhausting even in the best circumstances and this is the best circumstance

congrats on the weight loss.

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16 Nov 2019, 4:10 pm

Time to go look through my papers from my time in partial hospitalization and intensive outpatient treatment (for depression, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts) to see if going over them again is enough, or if I might have to go back into one of those programs. The water's getting deep again, this time I don't want to wait until I no longer have the strength to swim if I don't have to. Particularly not if I might be going into a program that will most likely kick me out if I reach that point sometime in the not-too-distant future, because they aren't set up to handle people in that condition. Can't swim for too long unless I want that boat in the distance to disappear.

Apologies if my metaphors are confusing. Although it is kind of ironic that I'm using water metaphors when the picture I've chosen as my current avatar is Rapture (an underwater city in the video game Bioshock) :lol:

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16 Nov 2019, 8:20 pm

Rain is coming :heart: :heart:

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16 Nov 2019, 8:24 pm

rain came.

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16 Nov 2019, 8:25 pm

Am I ever going to figure this ASD thing out?

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16 Nov 2019, 8:26 pm

^^^
hello, Perfect welcome to our club. you will figure it out. :study:

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16 Nov 2019, 9:26 pm

Yesterday went to job interview and boss stood me up. Cashier told me to phone today. Phoned. Assistant told me boss out for today. Ass hole. Scheduled job interview Monday at 2. Maybe boss won't bother going but the location and time are convenient for me in any event

f**k mister redelings

:roll:

7/11 cashier gave me five bucks extra change but called me back :mrgreen:

Just five bucks

What the flying f**k ever s**t

Got a job rejection email

Counseling was good but not enough time s**t. "Uh huh uh huh uh huh" "jeez" "oh I see". But it was free so you get what you pay for s**t

Better than nothing

Tarred and feathered

Antics, shenanigans BS

Stunt, snowman

Do something different s**t

Airport home appliance (1st time) bowel movement rocks. Nobody bothered me than Buddha

And I was wearing holey holy jeans genes

f**k Rolando Morales penis

Starbucks cashier was trying to clean the bathroom s**t

Bowel movement felt incomplete but won't come out

When I got to jail, alarm off. Dark house. Penis and b*****s shoes. Penis was literally sleeping with b***h

:evil: :twisted:

:skull: :nerdy: :heart: :jester: :ninja:

Unwanted visitor in my house s**t

House of cards

"Seems to me you live your life like a candle in the wind "

Love replacement

Oxytocin

Oxymoron

Farce, fable, sad, tragic , false hope, mumbo jumbo, going nowhere s**t

Felony conviction, psychiatric diagnoses, prejudice, stock market investment

Last night the penis had the nerve to bark at me for eating four bananas

Idiots are annoying. Some college children were singing and swearing on the bus and they :twisted: hurt my ears. Thought about moving chairs but just a little softer not enough s**t

Wanna f*****g commit suicide s**t

No hope

no future

:cry:

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16 Nov 2019, 9:33 pm

Wanting to sleep but I cannot, my mind is so overwhelmed with a whole load of real life stuff, must have a job change or something. No longer wanna be out in the rain dropping off food delivery and no longer want to continue being a waiter.

Oh well, enough said..... :roll:

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16 Nov 2019, 9:38 pm

I am thinking, "How can I finish my book of memoirs about growing up with Asperger's ... How can I finish what I truly believe is a masterpiece short story that I want to put in an anthology of classic style horror stories ... and How can I finish the musical that I have been working on when every day of my calendar seems filled with other things?"

If I cannot complete these three projects, then I feel I will have failed with my creative potential. Besides my family, those three projects drive me through life. Without my family or those projects, I think I would wither away. I must complete these projects with the support of my family. But I am not sure they understand how much of me is driven by those projects or how important they are to me.

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16 Nov 2019, 9:39 pm

shortfatbalduglyman wrote:

7/11 cashier gave me five bucks extra change but called me back :mrgreen:

Just five bucks

What the flying f**k ever s**t

Got a job rejection email

Counseling was good but not enough time s**t. "Uh huh uh huh uh huh" "jeez" "oh I see". But it was free so you get what you pay for s**t

Better than nothing

Tarred and feathered

Antics, shenanigans BS

Stunt, snowman

Do something different s**t

Airport home appliance (1st time) bowel movement rocks. Nobody bothered me than Buddha

And I was wearing holey holy jeans genes

f**k Rolando Morales penis

Starbucks cashier was trying to clean the bathroom s**t

Bowel movement felt incomplete but won't come out

When I got to jail, alarm off. Dark house. Penis and b*****s shoes. Penis was literally sleeping with b***h

:evil:

Unwanted visitor in my house s**t

House of cards

"Seems to me you live your life like a candle in the wind "

Love replacement

Oxytocin

Oxymoron

Farce, fable, sad, tragic , false hope, mumbo jumbo, going nowhere s**t

Felony conviction, psychiatric diagnoses, prejudice, stock market investment

Last night the penis had the nerve to bark at me for eating four bananas

Idiots are annoying. Some college children were singing and swearing on the bus and they :twisted:

hurt

my ears. Thought about moving chairs but just a little softer not enough s**t

Wanna f*****g commit suicide s**t

No hope

no future

:cry:

Sorry....... dont hurt yourself please.

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16 Nov 2019, 9:45 pm

dragonsanddemons wrote:

If had a life preserver , would throw it to you ..your ability to use these metaphors , betrays you . As you already know ability to impliment metaphors
Rates pretty high up on the spectrum . But if things are too far outta wack .. i can understand , what you mean. " invest in a submarine just in case " ?

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17 Nov 2019, 2:25 am

I'm gonna make B'plaut my other emcee name since most of the time my whole life feels like the b-plot to someone elses story :nerdy:

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17 Nov 2019, 4:44 am

... Mistaking adobo sauce for brown paint.

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17 Nov 2019, 7:52 am

^^^i hope you didn't eat any brown paint.

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17 Nov 2019, 8:25 am

auntblabby wrote:

^^^i hope you didn't eat any brown paint.

I didn't.

But my sister nearly painted the walls with oily sauce.

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17 Nov 2019, 8:34 am

Edna3362 wrote:

auntblabby wrote:

^^^i hope you didn't eat any brown paint.

I didn't.

But my sister nearly painted the walls with oily sauce.

in this case, nearly is better than dearly

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