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I feel sick today.

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My sister took a photo I posted to facebook and posted it herself. Fine, it was a picture of my dad. Guess who gets the reacts. Hell, my sister didn't even react to my post, lol.

The anniversary of my cousin’s death is coming up and my emotions are washing me away. She was like an older sister to me. I miss how she’d cheer me up, inspire me and listen to my problems. I don’t feel it was her time to go. This is very upsetting to me. I just can’t get her off of my mind brush and sisses. I feel my hearts been shattered to a billion pieces. It’s sad knowing she’s not coming back. I HATE IT HAS TO BE THIS WAY!

I know it upsets someone when I look like I've been in a bar fight (regarding the pain needed to get there), but I don't know how to cope beyond a certain threshold otherwise (I can't hide it all). Just pain and suffering stuff.

Some important mail got lost. Which meant those dreaded phone calls because apparently my brain thinks using the phone equates to a life or death situation (I did it though, and that's what matters). Just Dill's luck stuff.

Anxiety

ECT this morning, they put me next to someone who had a sore throat and was unvaccinated. Nobody even said a word to me about it, I wouldn’t have known if I didn’t have a complete inability to tune anything out, and there are higher-risk people in my household. And I just got done with quarantine after going to a concert last week, have to do it again now

This was someone whose parents didn’t want them to get vaccinated so wanted to get it done while they were already there, not really their fault.

Anxiety

Taylor Hawkins, drummer for Foo Fighters, has died at the age of 50.

Went to creative writers group this morning with expectation that I would have the energy required for being creative.
My body said, No.

Mitochondrial and endocrine diseases suck.

Massively.

My stomach problems

There's a youtube channel where someone has documented the socialization and adoption of feral cats. It's called lucky ferals, if you're interested. Unfortunately, the kitty with cancer in his mouth has passed away. RIP Ditto. I'm happy, though, that Ditto had five months inside, and he really seemed to appreciate it.

Weird water/fluid related symptoms.

Including liquid like excessive mucus production, persistent sneezing, urinary retention, watery eyes and irritation, varying unknown sensations...


Trigger unknown. Started last night out of the blue. Exacerbated apparently by drinking more water.

Prevention still unknown except looking up. Antihistamines do not work. Nasal spray do not stop the watering.

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Anxiety

Work tomorrow. I am scared of getting fired