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Being aspie is considered a disability but a substantial amount of my misunderstandings with NTs comes from them not understanding the definitions of very basic words.

Should and could aren't the same word and anyone who thinks they are has something wrong with them or is under 10.

A need to calm down because an exam will start in 15 minutes.

I wish people weren't so difficult to understand.

How much does it matter if I take 5 hours on a drawing rather than 6 hours? What could I add to the drawing in that extra hour?

A need to visit my school's gym.

The idea and intention of leaving.

It's been on my mind for decades. At first, I was just too young to pull it off and too scared. Now, I'm just more confused.

Little do people knew, I had thought of this through for years now.

From pulling myself away from my friends and family, run ins with the police or criminals, being a missing person, get tangled in legal or illegal matters, or whatever.
All angles, all possible motives -- both selfish and unselfish. Be it cruel or otherwise. Consequences and circumstances be damned...


I just want to learn how to trust the world the hard way, than slipping into a complacent state of routine and inattention.

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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

A couple of weeks ago someone started sending me unwanted text message. Did not consent, open, or answer. PayPal keeps sending me messages that payment received.


Suspect identity theft

Scared as f**k lost $$$

Cops will say you should have said something earlier. Now too late

Lose house. Whatever


Have to call Pay Pal tomorrow

Usually I just ignore s**t and try to wait for it to blow over

It won't work this time

Lost a lot of $$


Tuesday cancelled my credit card. No unusual transaction

Friday checked my bank account. Same amount. Don't know if am overreacting but should have done something earlier

Regret, lazy , social anxiety disorder

Procrastinating

Remorseful


No clue what kind of BS I have to go through now s**t

Scared as f**k


Have to call PayPal tomorrow s**t

How much I regret this terrible marriage that is about to end.
Regret never did anyone good, and I did get some good things out of it.
It's the starting over stuff that I just... don't want to do again. It's being on the precipice of uncertainty and change that I just don't want to bear.

Why does everything have to cost so much money?

why do right wingers want pofolk to die?

me, a VET Bachelor student:
I would love to do a University Bachelor and maybe even further studies after this!

also me:
*doesn't like writing summaries for theory classes*



All these summaries are too much text and information for me to process and they're also written in some abstract poetic academic form of English, which I admit would love to master so I could use that in my own writings, but these summaries are driving me insane. It's also because they're all about the art of cinema and the whole "Cinema" never really caught my interest as I don't really have filmmaking aspirations but wanted to study at the audiovisual design bachelor to become a visual artist.

Despite that, I still want to become a writer and even write my own work in the future, but I just can't find the inspiration or motivation to make the summaries part of that work.

I honestly have skipped that class every time that we had to hand in our summaries but I rather not skip today as the year 2 students have to do presentations and I want to know what we have to work on next year. So I woke up 3,5 hours prior to class to work on my summary (I live close this month )