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Drama at work again.

My mom accused me of plugging the toilet inside the bathroom of our house.

When I was in the bathroom to get dressed, the toilet was already plugged.

That there are people, who believe complete bollocks as it pertains to the cause(s) of autism and its variants.

Anxiety

Anxiety

Just tried to communicate with MMG about labs.
They left a message calling at around 9:30 this morning.
I called just a bit ago around 2pm to find they close at 11:30 today.
These chronic illnesses have been kicking my ass the last few days & I am having that can not as CAN NOT sleep when it is dark thing again in additikon to the painsomnia and I've f*****g had my fill of all the goddamn healthy people doing everythin early in the morning.

Anxiety

I’m really really missing my cousin Amber right now. I haven’t been this depressed about her since the first grieving process. I don’t know if I deserve to be alive right now. Why did Good Friday have to be the holiday my cousin died. It’s already hard enough how Jesus died. Now this s—- I feel like I’m right back at day 2 of Amber’s death! She was pretty much a sister to me. I know this is gonna sound weird but I’m actually glad my stomachs upset today because it slows down my desire to drink.

Coworker myesha from garden had the nerve to call me "boy". 39 years old.

She's not the only one:

Cortez
Derrick
Daniesha

Those idiots acted like they were trying to provoke me. I just ignored them, but I don't feel like I should have to put up with that sort of BS because I was not bothering them (or anyone else)

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Exhausted

Unsupervised kids at the theater talked the whole time during Sonic 2, and one of them kicked the back of my chair half the time. I glared at him after awhile and then the little s**t did it harder.

Did not sleep well last night.

I have anxiety because I think I might end up getting fired after my introductory period at work. I'm too slow, and my coworkers seem to like me less and less the more they realize that I'm not normal. I don't want to disappoint my aunt and I like my job so that would suck.

Tonight I tap some cards on the table. The neighbor comes up the stairs pissed because I make a little noise when getting up to go to the bathroom and get a drink and accuses me of stomping when I walk. He says it’s been going on for a long time but never told me about it and that he’s called my mother and the landlord a lot but they don’t return his calls. Then out of nowhere he told me how I can live here if I work 3 hours 3 days a week which has nothing to do with what he was lecturing me about. He complains he works 55 hours a week but as far as unavoidable noise, that’s his problem. I forgive him and am very spiritual but in a human sense he just makes me furious. He asked what my challenge was so I know he knows I’m autistic. He’s reporting me to management now. That completely ruined my night and I feel like I’m walking on egg shells all over again. He’s always been like this since moving in and I’m getting sick and tired of it.

Anxiety

Anxiety over if having a special interest will wreak my executive function and social skills, both of which i try to work on a lot.