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So , had effects of pay it forward happen several times last week and yesterday .
Wish it worked that way everyday ? ( and whats worse ) am not even
sure , i believe that works ... but sure nice when surprised by it.

Prozac helping me eat less and lose weight.

But some articles claim that long term weight gain s**t

Usually appetite gone until seven hours after breakfast

Different new good s**t

Spaghetti and beef delicious

Butter

Never going to accomplish jack s**t in "life"

Work family friends hobby

Nothing

Trembling

Vomiting

The penis hasn't told me to wait on it tomorrow

Miss counseling but whatever

Anticlimax

"Much Ado about nothing"

Idiots love asking "why" to assert authority

"Why" this and "why" that

How about "why do you refer to yourself as 'people'?"

Why do you act like I am Public Enemy 1

Ass holes

Why do you laugh like every slightest thing is the most hilarious thing in the world?


Ass holes

Pbj pancakes

Insulge

Live

Love



Say "excuse me" not "what"



Felt like gorging


Nothing to do with the rest of my "life"

Lazy motivation apathetic ambition

Listening to music.

Aspie pride. Intelligence is more important for maturity than fitting in and being boring is

Grrr. I am partly shut down. Balance is not great. Sort of anxious. I need to relax. I went up into my bedroom to be alone for a while to recover.
Grrr! Just when I was feeling like I am starting to recover and outside stresses happen and then it hits me. Why does it all take place when I was recovering?

Life is like that I guess. Grrr. I am back on the fringes of feeling fragile again.

So sorry to hear what's happening. You know you have my support 100%. Trials like that are sent to test, and eventually things will get better. Hugs.

Very welcome. xx

Wagon building ideas ... exciting! I'm building a 00 gauge double platform with canopy & ramp ... the track is here!
Enjoy those plans ...

^^
Focusing on wagon ideas is a good idea, it may help give your mind time to 'catch up' and make it easier to then sort things out.

&Yours sounds good Juliette, have you built them before? Would love to see when it's done!

Thanks, Stardust, yes, I've done alot of building before, taught art, built a few dolls houses(therapy for children in need), that kind of thing. Trains, I've long loved, and with MG's expert guidance, am putting together a 6 x 4(pretty large) train layout. Have the bits and pieces now, and am soo looking forward to creating handmade/painted scenes/backdrops, mountains etc and a Welsh scene with castle on the hill(Llandsteffan) where I recently stayed, by the beach.

I get the impression that I come off as a whiner/complainer/exaggerator when it comes to physical complaints. I suspect a large part of this is that I feel things much more strongly than most people do, so for me, yes it really is that bad. There's a big difference in the way my mom treats my brother when he has a malady versus the way she treats me when I have the same thing or worse. My brother has a headache - "Oh, you poor dear, let me take care of you!" I have a migraine (I pretty much always have a headache of some level, I don't even bother mentioning when I have one) - "Well, just take some ibuprofen and have some caffeine." (And my mom gets migraines too, so she knows what they're like) My brother has a cold - she doesn't expect him to go in to work that day. I have a cold with pretty bad dizziness - I'm still expected to walk the dog and attend horseback riding lessons. That's a large part of what gives me that impression, is this disparity. I know my body has a tendency to cry wolf (mimicking the symptoms of MS (before I had a clue what it actually was, so I don't see how it could have been psychosomatic), randomly swollen lymph nodes on the side of my neck that had us (including my doctor) concerned about the possibility of lymphoma, only to have nothing actually be wrong either time), but I don't just make stuff up, and I don't exaggerate how bad I feel or anything - but I get the impression that at least my mom thinks I do. But I also get doctors acting like they think I'm exaggerating or making things up.

Waste my whole "life" worried about weight, homophobia, autism, $$$,

Will never:
Published
Skinny smart handsome cisgender extrovert neurotypical white man
STEM
Friends

f**k mister redelings


Social interaction, sensory overload, stress

Not natural

Sometimes you can do things that are not natural

Cars and computer are not natural

But it takes a lot of time energy money. Slightest improvement, briefly


Sysyphus


Some lil dipshits do it naturally

Ass holes don't understand and they act like I am the one that doesn't understand

f**k Rolando Morales penis

Social anxiety disorder


"Life" amount to nothing

Self actualization


Appetite gone haywire every single day s**t


Kind of nauseous, dizzy


Itching after the rain


Ambition motivation goal

Hobby friend

Nothing

Suspect brain damage s**t

Gluttony

Hormones out of whack

f****d up

Black sheep



Exhausted all the options


Military

Love

Hugs


Idiots

My sister's family looks so f*****g happy and successful s**t


Exile banished expelled


False hope

Uppity extroverts have a more in common with negative extroverts, than uppity extroverts act like


Manipulative arrogant judgmental entitled


Grumpy and grouchy s**t


Nothing to live for


Loser


Cynical

Wry


Forrest Gump

Fatigue.. weather changes.

You only realise how much you take the internet for granted when you have 11% battery left on your iPad and a power cut confines you to your phone.