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AAAAAAaaaahhhh.........

Ugh, I hate when I get obsessions I really don't want. I thought I was done with this one, but nope, it's back.

I feel alone in the world

((((((((((Hugs AprilR)))))))))))

If you lived anywhere in England, I'd invite you round for a cuppa . If so, feel free to PM.

If you call for a fight after football, sorry but that's pathetic, naff VL behaviour. Celtic won. Have a celebration and a dance and a good time.

Can relate to this .

THIS is me right now. and it's not even something vaguely productive, it is futile perseveration over events of the past, brain trying to look at it from every perspective (trying anyway) and all the possible interpretations etc--after the fact.

what the f**k am i doing

Understand this very well ... and seriously am not un-sympathetic .
But when applied correctly ...... it is a unusually valuable skill .
First hand experience .. am a older hfa , btw if your mad i wrote this ,?
( Please dont kill the messenger).. btw , can be crazy making aswell.
Imho

why mad >?

"life"

Hamster wheel

Going nowhere

Accomplish nothing

Anger

Rage

Hatred

Fear

Desire

Self actualization

Self control

Perspective

Proportional

Forgiveness

Move forward

My only friend wasn't in class today. It's been three weeks since we hung out s**t

Withdrawal

Make new friends

Anxiety

Unmet expectations

Not worth the cost benefit analysis

Wish I was in the military s**t

Mumbo jumbo

"Much Ado about nothing". Aikido instructor told me "you hit me in the face"

Does her face contain my fingerprints?

How many Newton's?

Ass hole Rolando penis asked her "are you ok?" Like she was injured

Idiots keep asking "are you ok?". Like they expect you to say"thank you," but all they did was flap their stupidass trap


Aikido is useless if you have so many pain receptors and make a mountain out of a molehill


f**k Rolando Morales penis
f**k mister redelings


Briefly sprinkled


Did not get wet

It was a disclaimer : in case it came out sounding off .(rude)

Aww this is WP! I think most ppl are never going to take offense in that anti-intellectual blatantly rude way (explanations n giving benefit of doubt is what i notice here)


It's very difficult for me to take offense here even if something is outright 'offensive' about say, a religion or type of person, its all coming from a non malicious place

Asd ppl can be wonderful n accommodating..
'not unwilling to understand or tolerate or discuss with other people even if one disagrees or has contrary experiences'

as it is not 'clique-driven thinking' in the first place

My decisions and how different they would be if certain things had not occurred, as well as the direction I'm going in, and who would be following along and for how long.

Also... how would a relationship look at this point? Anyone that's my peer has dealt with a crap ton that I have not, having likely lived on their own for 10-15 years, and anyone whose level I'm on is so significantly younger than I am that it would be odd.

I need some alone time!

Thank you , most all of my experiences with exception of very few , have been having to deal with are NT people .

( difference of opinion) : See below.
And in RL have seen some supposed "aspie" lesbian woman be quite clickish.
Which left me in a absolute lack of understanding . On several occassions with same individuals . But also try to consider ,
That too much input can mess with aspies , even hfa , so that was how i excused their behaviour .