Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Hugs, AA and Dad.

Thank you, Lady Isabella.

He passed the day after I turned 12 back in 2002.

I know. I have a good memory.

May he rest in peace.

Hugs

Prepared my fiber meal by pouring ingredients into the cat's bowl rather than my own. Considered just transferring to my own bowl but decided to just toss it and start over The downside of letting the cat eat on the counter.

Thank you, Brother Cecil.

I keep getting a scratchy, tickly feeling in my throat that makes me cough. Could it be covid? Should I start writing my will? I feel normal otherwise and I can still smell and taste things.

Woke up in the middle of the night and ate eight hundred calories of bread (eight servings)

Ate too much the rest of the day

RIP



(Likely post-nasal drip or something like that.)

Nothing really to be too unhappy about today (other than Mother's Day stuff, but that's not me and she seems fine about it all, even if I feel sad over it).

I can't believe I slept pretty much the whole weekend. I did nothing this weekend (like other weekends). I only have some patchy non-sleep hours here and there on Saturday and Sunday. I pretty much exist only to sleep and eat.

^me too. Every weekend i try to enjoy my time to the fullest only to end up sleeping

Did not sleep well.

I spent too much time on writing a paper on business management.

I've pretty much just hit rock bottom. Finally paid all my bills and now my dreams are dead depending on how much my insurance will compensate.

I'm not passionate about making money and there aren't any jobs within my interests that excite me or are ethically profitable enough for me to survive on. The jobs that I would be interested in keep rejecting me or don't respond to my application in the first place.

Anything arts and music related is pretty much a popularity contest in order to make plenty of money and in my personal opinion not sustainable.

I have no aspirations for whatever freelance career and prefer something that would guarantee a stable monthly paycheck. A freelance job could turn into something like that too, but I prefer living off my own paycheck than someone else's.

Social/unemployment benefits w/e the English term is, would not be a problem at all, but a bit complicated in my personal situation. I haven't looked into that much, but wouldn't be surprised if I would get rejected.

Things will get better, I know that, but right now they suck.

Am massively unhappy, as in MASSIVELY UNHAPPY, with having ME/CFS.

and half a dozen other incurable autoimmune, endocrine, mitochondrial, musculoskeletal, things going on

God I hate ME/CFS, loathe it, detest it.
And there ain't s**t anyone can do about it.

And a bunch of covid 19 "long haulers" with post-viral syndrome have entered an exceptionally similar world and that is sad and tragic.

Angry people in the store.