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Foot hockey, nostalgia.

An hour before New Year.

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Okay, the easiest way for me to do things is to break them down into manageable steps. So, step one: get off my lazy bum and clean my bedroom (which is so messy and cluttered you'd probably have to see it to believe it ). If nothing else, having at least one place in the house that's clean and clutter-free will quite possibly help improve my mood, which will make other things easier. Step one-and-a-half: set up the bookshelf I got for my birthday last year but haven't had space to set up (step one should free up enough space) and put away all the books I have stacked all over. Step two : ??? But at least I have somewhere to start.

My brain. <sigh>

359 more days 'til xmas

Sore throat, getting sick

Surprised I didn't get sick earlier:. Sleep deprivation, eating, stress, bacteria, loud noise, shoes wet in the rain, cold temperature

Scientology scam

"Home Alone" is about an 8 year old, not 36

"Show your work"

Hectic, chaotic

New year's day almost everything closed

Back to regular schedule tomorrow

Library, trader Joe's, bus

f**k mister redelings s**t

"Life" is meaningless and stupid

Bread and potstickers ran out

Exotic bean salad

The world has nothing positive to offer me and vice versa

Just patiently waiting for death

36 nothing accomplished but that could be a good thing s**t

Watching the same videos of the same people over and over again as I do every single night/free time of day.




Nothing particularly relevant, just soothing, calming, the topic, voices, vibes and personality of the people,
makes my brain feel good (similar to stimming)

Finishing up what I started a long time ago..

Delicious seafood.

why do NTs use terms like 'batsh!t' etc to describe someone's mental state, including that of strangers.

also why do they judge it like it's a permanent setting?

like someone on a forum said XYZ innocuous person (a skincare doctor) on youtube,
is 'whacked in the head'..

their reasoning, when i asked, was that the person is 'whacked' because
'xyz person loves to collect dolls, weird mom, has anorexia very obviously but never addresses it.'

and it was so ... these are the types of comments they make.
like yesterday there was a woman talking about some man who's been taking advantage of her and treating her like garbage.

instead of sympathizing, these people later (after the woman logged off) started talking about her being 'batsh!t crazy' etc 'doesn't get therapy' etc...

and i was thinking, "woman is going through a tough time emotionally. and you make fun of her for talking about it anonymously on a forum?"
they don't know about the person's circumstances and judge them for having problems in life or mentally?

one time a person said this about a boyfriend who 'doesn't look people in the face when he talks to them.. he might be on the spectrum'
i explained how it is with aspergers, etc and it's nothing personal, etc.
everyone else was telling her tio 'dump him' etc. that he's 'not worth it.'