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auntblabby
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05 Jan 2020, 12:42 am

trying not to think about it.

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05 Jan 2020, 9:21 am

New year's resolution:

Make fewer careless errors

More careful errors

:mrgreen:

Getting sick, disease

Contagnion

:skull: Sleep deprivation,

:skull: bowel movement prevented by colon cancer patient,

:skull: bacteria

:skull: pressure to eat

:skull: stress

:skull: cold temperature

old age

:idea:

When I limit the bowel movement time, sometimes later feels incomplete

Friday sat on toilet 80 minutes trying to ensure completion. :heart: itchy as f**k :roll: like scabies :idea:

Loss the will to live, when I was 13

Now 36

Lazy, motivation, executive processing dysfunction

Risk versus reward

Nature versus nurture

Worried about $$$

Government benefits could get rejected but even if granted, laws change constantly and government benefits could get revoked

Job not guaranteed but if get job, minimum wage and :heart: fired :heart: the next day

But group home is for a lifetime

Existential dread

Midlife crisis

Nothing accomplished or overcome

Problem, challenge

Positive attitude

False hope

Graceful degradation

Naturally not fit for survival

Survival of the fittest

"Discrimination " is "x" is a "y" the purpose of "z"

The definition of"discrimination" keeps changing

Worried about $$$

Nervous breakdown

Nervous wreck

Dysfunctional

Can't talk

Surreal

:idea: :skull:

Goals, hobbies :skull: friends

Nothing accomplished

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05 Jan 2020, 3:58 pm

Washing machines

Good honey

Unfair XH and to kids détriment but want to keep the peace so I go along with it

He will nevef change mind or attitude

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06 Jan 2020, 12:07 am

Somewhere, on the horizon, there's this delicately standing needle on the middle...

Should cast my vote where I can wretch myself away from the entanglement of those around me?

Or should I maintain this delicate little needle remain standing, for the love and gratitude of those I hold dear?

Neither sides are screaming for some reason.
Is there a third option? Where I can be let go off without any tragedy involved?
Or maybe I should pick a very specific third option myself...

Hmm.. To be let go off, yet not as tragic either...
Tricky, but do-able.

But then -- life is...

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06 Jan 2020, 11:56 am

blooiejagwa wrote:

cathylynn wrote:

thanks for the good news about your sons.

How kind are you to say thanks to ME for sharing about people you dont know including me? Thank you for having such graciousness and kindness.

i feel like i know you.

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06 Jan 2020, 1:04 pm

I'm scared. Will i be able to work? Be able to be a lawyer that can actually write legal drafts. I'm scared that i won't be able to do it in another office, that i will not fit in and everything will laugh behind my back. I need someone's help.

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06 Jan 2020, 1:09 pm

Hi folks?

Have I got Aspergers? That's what been on my mind all day.

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06 Jan 2020, 6:13 pm

AprilR wrote:

sounds like jitters that are normal before any change plus some social anxiety. this will probably sort itself out. you are smart. exercise to burn off some of the anxiety. remind yourself of the last time you overcame a challenge. i think you've got this.

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07 Jan 2020, 5:27 pm

I’m physical tired, I’m doing laundry, I’m halfway done

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07 Jan 2020, 6:31 pm

Starting tomorrow, I'm giving myself a general schedule, complete with alarms on my phone. We'll see how well I do with sticking to it.

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07 Jan 2020, 8:28 pm

If I start caring now...

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07 Jan 2020, 11:07 pm

dragonsanddemons wrote:

Starting tomorrow, I'm giving myself a general schedule, complete with alarms on my phone. We'll see how well I do with sticking to it.

good plan!

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09 Jan 2020, 9:07 am

Edna3362 wrote:

If I start caring now...

And I just did.

It was exhausting but...
... I'm actually moving.

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09 Jan 2020, 10:13 am

I don't want to feel love and attachment ever again. I want to be emotionally numb. That's my wish for 2020.

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09 Jan 2020, 1:58 pm

I really need to clean my stairs.

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09 Jan 2020, 2:52 pm

Well, I didn't stick to the schedule, but it did at least help me to get most of the stuff done. I guess that's good enough.

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