What's on your mind right now?

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It's not actually true... It's just me being dumb after a prolonged social interaction with someone who was being the opposite of cold (actually very kind). My brain is far less advanced socially, than I thought it was, having been in relative isolation.

I thought I'd moved past being overwhelmed and depressed from NOTHING....
but I obviously hadn't.

^^^your brain will eventually hit its stride.

My mind tries to make a meaning out of feeling disturbed, and what it comes up with is usually senseless.

It's just a brain that is cracked.

well, as we say down here, "join the club."

Finding myself more and more often wishing I was dead or dying, thinking idly of overdosing on one of my meds. It would be so nice to just fall asleep and never wake up. Or also nice, if nature would do it for me - give me some terminal illness but enough time to get everything in order - that would also be very nice.

Don't worry, I'm not to the point where I might actually do anything yet, although I am worrying myself a little. I guess that's a good thing that I'm worried about it.

Some days it feels like maybe I know what I'm actually doing, and others... it's like I'm fumbling around in the dark looking for a light switch.

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I hate group projects and am already not looking forward to the one in my project management class because we are in groups of 3 and one of the people hasn't shown up the last two classes, so I'm concerned already. Also, someone called me old today and I'm more upset about that than I should be, I'm sure.

Blooie: have you called your insurance company?

Yes. The one from that time. They havent answered but I emailed. My sister is helping. She said it's very easy case,
they just wrote nonsense like 'she was texting and putting out a cigarette'
'her doctor advised her not to drive' and 'she wasnt wearing corrective lenses nor glasses' ??? How would he know that even if it WERE true?
Also the fact that if it really was the way he said how come he didnt inform police at the least and why did it take 2 years?
The motive is made v obvious with these words :

' as a result of the emotional turmoil he has not been able to carry on a common law relationship or marriage in which his partner would provide income and handyman.'

Lol .. He wants to fund a wedding is my guess

If I would whisper to fate herself, I shall send this message to her:
"Spread it to the Northwest."

Ah, me and my sadistic ego... Underlying envy in which spoken from lack.


Why do I feel having more back neck headaches lately? The job isn't that stressful.
More like my body is failing itself further. Of course.

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It seems really good for you, Blooie.....because of the time period, like you said. And the fact the HE didn’t get the police involved.

I’m glad you’re getting help and emotional support.