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I don't want anyone really.

I want the idea of someone.

Relationships are more messy than that actually.

Why do I still have a cold. I've been resting all week? Should I get up? Will I feel better if I have a shower? Should I do the housework now?

How boring lol

i cannot get over how fast time has been flying right by me. it's already blinkin' SATURDAY again for god's sake.

Me being bad at socialising with young, deliberately stupid NTs is their failing not mine. I was fine at Craftivism. I'll be fine at lectures. I'd be fine if I was at Hay this year.

I don't understand why people are stupid on purpose but that's not something I have to understand.

I pounded a a pint of whiskey before bed last night, now I'm really regretting it this morning.

I now get to take 11 pills each morning I hate being on so much medication, especially since something is causing side effects (headache and dizzy and killing what little appetite I had. I'm also still tired all the time, don't know if that one's due to a medication or just my chronic insomnia). Still wishing I'd get a terminal illness or something so I could die without doing the job myself. Still feeling pretty depressed, but not feeling as horrible as I was before. Don't know if the new meds are actually helping or if I've just reached the point in the cycle where things start to get a little better. Don't know which I should hope for.

I stopped taking my meds 6 weeks ago and I feel great.

I gave someone some advice which, whilst well-meant and potentially constructive, in retrospect looks sufficiently incomplete as to risk doing more harm than good: so concerned about that.
Just have to wait till I next hear from them: at which point it may very well turn out I’m worrying over nothing. So it goes.

err honestly lately I have been debating if I should stay on the forums or go.

I mean I am a liberal and these days that does not seem very welcome here. I mean I see a few comments of right wingers like 'everyone is not liberal you know' but I see a lot more comments here dissing on liberals than I see comments dissing on right wingers.

So I mean its chill if liberals are unwelcome here, I can just go...there are other places I can post. But then I feel liberal or not I should be ok to post here which I suppose via the rules is sound. But at the same time is it really worth dealing with the ridicule or being made to feel like your lesser autistic because you don't get the 'highly advanced' insults directed at liberals on the site. LIke not going to say anything super accusatory but certainly does seem odd after i mentioned I don't want to see the movie where 'liberal elites murder right wing poor people because it would probably just be a gross gore movie all the posters who have identified as right wing immeaditly started making cannabalism jokes. That does not disturb me just seems odd none of that discussion started until I mentioned I wouldnt want to see such a move. So Idk if the experience of being a liberal on WP is just everyone laughing at you because of how stupid you are...why am I even still here? LIke yeah ok I'm a dumb liberal all I care about is making trumpers look bad I have no redeeming qualities and am absolute trash I have no valuble points or insights about anything because I am a horrible terrible liberal a thing that has no place on W.P....so you know whatever maybe I will leave. Perhaps there is an R/liberal on reddit where I will feel less left out.

Mostly the crazy way things are going in this country I just don't wanna get shot by some crazy f****r...just cause they are butthurt about the world.

^^^the main thing is to avoid ableists and their posts, if one wants to remain sane.

^ Not sure if I’ve come across them thus far, but thanks for the tip: I’ll bear it mind