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Happy Birthday, Martian Princess

I wonder if my life is more dramatic than other ppl's?
Other ppl really do seem to be going on as normal. My mum was ill in her 20s and is still on chemo over her illness. My stepdad's 75. I live with them. I'm scared.
People who don't know me are telling me off for being concerned for them.

^ I hope your parents lead healthy and long lives. And that your mom gets through this.
My parents are my reason for living, i wouldn't enjoy life without them. Lately i want to sleep all the time whenever i am away from home. But i cant fall asleep whenever i want.

My elder is having trouble breathing thru his nose after breaking it 3 times frm seizures..
I noticed today he waz breathing in v hard which he didn't used to do..

Also thinking about how disgusting India is and how few ppl actually give a f---- bcuz its targets of genocide n now mass killings n torture n state sponaoded terrorism aee Muslim..
The reason my family left india at partition was bcuz of this happening then too..Hindus setting homes of Muslims on fire en masse.. among other things..

Ever seen viperkeeper on youtube , he has virtually every venomous snake there is

Scary to see the gaboon viper attack , prolly took less than a second for it to strike

Snakes are a long life interest of mine. I have a stuffed animal snake named Magenta who is a timber rattlesnake. Yes. She’s named after Magenta from Rocky Horror Picture Show.

Deciding whether to go to Tunisia at short notice, I have an invitation but my friend is laying it on a bit thick. I don't want an itinerary, don't want to do the rounds visiting loads of people. I spent a week herding sheep and goats in the desert ten years ago and slept in a tent near a well, I'd like to do the same again, no computer, no phone, it was fine last time, the goats were amusing and the lack of stimulus wasn't a problem.

Playing a part was easy when I was younger but I feel less inclined to sit and smile, less inclined to play along and call people brother, best friend, sister, grandmother. I'd like to keep these friendships going, some of them date back to 1990. My oldest friends understand me but it's time to go past the rituals and show a different side with friends that don't know me so well. My inclination is to go and face it, although it will be a bit of a scramble to organise the trip.

Ugh, I am so tired of constantly feeling thirsty and needing to get up to pee 5+ times a night. I really can't wait to get off this lithium.

Well apparently my boyfriends parents, have an Iphone extra and want to know if I want it and they'd put it on their plan. I mean it would save me a little money, but I kind of prefer the android phones so not really sure about all that. Also, I can pay my phone its just 40 a month but IDK if just a preference for android is a good enough reason not to go for it.

I am sure its nothing weird, I've met them and I am quite certain they are just trying to be nice, so I'd also feel kinda bad not to accept it but that also isn't a great reason. I am leaning towards probably not, cause I like my phone and the idea of the phone I plan to upgrade to.

A need to finish a class assignment that is due tomorrow.

Outnumbered outsmarted overpowered

As usual

Exhausted all the options a longfuck time ago s**t

Attitude assumptions implication belief

Missing the point

Love, acceptance, recognition, belonging

Counterintuitive

communication is the euphemism for noise pollution

Electroconvulsive therapy

Just trying to get through "life"

Psychobabble

Destroyed my "life"

My stupidass "friend" went with her sister after class. Stupid lil b***h.

She can hang out with her sister any time.

She can't hang out with me any time s**t



Irony

Two weeks ago Rolando penis had the nerve to tell me "you need to wear a gi"

Today a different instructor said that he forgot his suit in the car

And I wasn't wearing a suit either


Coronovirus



And I have not showered since October s**t

Ass holes, I am willing to get coronovirus, if I can infect some stupid lil dipshits will coronovirus



Sacrifice throw

you eat batteries?

No, I take lithium pills. I was taking 150mg for a while, and then when I was in the hospital last month they increased it to 600mg. I've had 300mg before (where I'm at right now) and had the same issues I'm currently having. It doesn't seem to have any positive effects for me, so we're tapering down now with the ultimate goal of getting me completely off it.

It’s 1:41 am, I should be in bed with my cat.

If I invest my car fund into purchasing merchandise to resell I can substantially increase what I've got, but the risks might exceed the benefits. Then again, it would earn me a coonskin cap, you know, because trapping.