I still just want a good night's sleep, a full eight hours uninterrupted, waking up feeling refreshed and ready to take on the day. Just once would be adequate, though of course I wouldn't complain about more. So jealous of people who wake up like that every day. Instead I wake up every day still wanting more sleep and am so tired I'm ready for bed as early as 7:00 PM some days.
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"