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29 Mar 2020, 7:52 pm

Prussia and the city of Konigsberg.

RIP Konigsberg.

The world especially Europe would be a much better place without the Nazis and Soviets.

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29 Mar 2020, 8:02 pm

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A dear friend of my family lost a loved one to Corona today, in France.

I don't know all the details yet, but the person wasn't elderly.

Prayers to RB and family in San Francisco, and rest in peace to the deceased.

:cry:

Oh no.

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29 Mar 2020, 8:14 pm

My brother Mustafa had the audacity to say I did something he actually does.. Victim blaming. Everyone said he was wrong (i actually did the opposite) but he stuck to it like a bull. Without explaining or anything.

It's funny bcuz he did it to me many times esp 2ce different times when someone else was beating me with a bat (for swear on my life no reason) and he was standing there shouting encouragements and even afterwards said he did the right thing and I deserved it. Even when police came.

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29 Mar 2020, 8:25 pm

The way things ended with my ex. :cry:

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29 Mar 2020, 8:54 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:

Sorry for your loss.

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30 Mar 2020, 12:46 am

Just thinking about what a mess my life has been so far and wondering if all I have to look forward to is more of the same. If I'm just going to go round and round in this depression cycle, I should just kill myself now.

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30 Mar 2020, 8:14 pm

I hate being socially awkward and having bad communication skills
Most people do not like me, I can tell by their tone of voice and they ignore me.
Having Aspergers makes it near impossible to find employment.
I am not sure what jobs would be suitable for a person with Aspergers.
Ideal employment that requires no communicating with other people.
College is often a bad idea because it requires good communication skills and performance in interviews to secure employment.

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30 Mar 2020, 9:14 pm

Phoenix20 wrote:

Yeah im the same and even worse before... Perhaps a counselor can help figure this out.

I went to an employment centre and I told the lady thess things and she gave me advice and programs according to what she thought.
Also she wd be very accommodating to me due to being aware of the ASD Level 1 diagnosis .. It made it less difficult and actually pleasant

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30 Mar 2020, 10:26 pm

I need to sample this break.

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30 Mar 2020, 10:39 pm

Wondering if I might have a brain tumor. Rather doubting it because I had an MRI a couple years ago to check for MS, and I'd think it would show up if I had anything like that developing. But it was before I developed any of these symptoms, and tumors can grow pretty quickly, so maybe...

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30 Mar 2020, 10:45 pm

I'm depressed and anxious because I see the world and the human race for what it truly is. Hell and demons. There is nothing anyone can do to change how I feel. I may as well die.

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30 Mar 2020, 10:50 pm

^

Do you have something in life that you enjoy that helps divert your thoughts? If not can you think of something that could help?

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30 Mar 2020, 10:54 pm

I'm freakishly excited that I got two big jugs of Lysol wipes.

How pathetic is that?

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30 Mar 2020, 11:07 pm

Nose hurting and the usual insomnia.

I wish I could get it fixed
Maybe I can... I don't know. In any case I'd have to wait till this indefinite lockdown is over.

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30 Mar 2020, 11:20 pm

blooiejagwa wrote:

Nose hurting and the usual insomnia.

I wish I could get it fixed
Maybe I can... I don't know. In any case I'd have to wait till this indefinite lockdown is over.

This is why marijuana dispensaries were made an essential service, they sell a widely tested and proven sleep aid. :nerdy:

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31 Mar 2020, 12:03 am

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blooiejagwa wrote:

Nose hurting and the usual insomnia.

I wish I could get it fixed
Maybe I can... I don't know. In any case I'd have to wait till this indefinite lockdown is over.

This is why marijuana dispensaries were made an essential service, they sell a widely tested and proven sleep aid. :nerdy:

I have liquid melatonin just refuse to take it cuz Im scared I wont wake up when XH drops off kids. Also boiled milk does the same thing one can add cacao powder for the Magnesium and boom.

I don't need to do things my religion forbids.

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