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I dont want to move

There's way too much cat sex outside.

I hear the howling 24/7.

Contemplating whether or not I would cut my hair really short. Pixie cut short.

Usually wear my hair as long as it could for a long time.



But now and somehow...
There's this change in me that may reached to a sensory level. I've became less tolerant to heat for some reason and this hasn't happened before. And summer is coming soon -- I never had this urge before.
Should I cut now or maybe wait for a whole year before I make up my mind?

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Really wondering if there will be a big population boom in nine months...

I had another seizure or whatever, my arms and legs were jerking for a few seconds (fortunately I felt dizzy and sat down beforehand, so I didn't fall). I guess these things indicate that maybe Brian the brain tumor is there. On the plus side, that would mean possibly all I need is to evict him and then I'll at least stop getting worse, if not actually getting better. Not sure at what point I should go to the doctor/hospital with all the COVID-19 patients they have to tend to - I'd guess my symptoms wouldn't be seen as urgent and so they'd just send me back home and maybe tell me to come back after all this stuff is over.

The future and how terrified I am of it

dinner

It's Palm Sunday, and the start of Holy Week around the world during this difficult time.

Some churches are apparently holding "drive in" mass, where people stay in their cars to hear a sermon.

I'm wondering what Easter will be like this year for my family. I suppose we can't observe it together, at all.

Thinking of what to say to my therapist when I see my therapist tomorrow.

The government is actually doing their job here.

It's just the people that's just too used to complain all the time. It is simply from decades of disappointment.
Some are 'proving' it by being a part of the problem themselves.



In local scale of things?
Based on 1st hand accounts and insider info, several workers are not very tech savvy and are crap on handling data.
They ended up missing names for the give-away supplies and therefore complaints, so they had to do it over again while watching out for those who tries to dupe them. It pisses my mom off for not even having a copy of last year's survey and resident list ready.

In fact, screw it.
I would've volunteer because I'm bored as heck and their supposedly closest thing for a decent data manager's stranded elsewhere.
But I don't wanna risk it if said workers aren't reliable and I refuse to get caught up with the local politics of the place as far as I've known about it.

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Lichen schlerosis

Government benefits

How to trick someone into hiring my worthless corpse

Coronovirus

Yeast infection

Psoriasis

Allergic

Nothing to do for the rest of my "life". Except Monday hang out with friend. Wednesday job interview. (Interviewer told me to come in Wednesday, despite the quarantine)

No hobbies

Rolando Morales penis

Kayla b***h

I'm getting way too hopeful about having a brain tumor and everything going back to normal, or at least not continuing to get any worse, if it's just removed. Odds are I don't have one, and even if I did, what are the odds that it would just need to be removed? I'd probably have to undergo unpleasant treatment just to slow the progression - which seems pretty pointless to me since all it'll do is prolong things.

My previous post was correct. My doctor is certain I don't have a brain tumor. Instead, apparently all my recent symptoms are attributable to orthostatic hypotension (my blood pressure plummeting when I stand up). It might be due to an electrolyte imbalance, they took some blood to check that. For now I've been told just to drink Gatorade and eat salty snacks. So it looks like yet another "We might tinker with your meds some more, but really, you'll just have to put up with it until it resolves itself - oh, and by the way, even if this completely clears up, it won't help your memory issues even one little bit, have fun continuing to watch your brain decline."