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Government benefits
Turducken (turkey duck chicken)
Ulcerative colitis prescription
Crohn's diet
Eczema, psoriasis, scabies
Rectal prolapse

Colonoscopy
Colon cancer
Fecal incontinence
Incompetent
Impotent

Important
Kitchen sink leaking
Itching, dust, vacuum cleaner, scratching
Suppressed repressed withdrawn express
Kitty litter cake

Clitoris
Food poison
Allergic to Rolando penis
Doctors letter and appointment
Quadriplegic

Feel totally ashamed and guilty and misunderstood

37 nothing accomplished s**t

Feel invisible and ignored. That could be a good thing.

Prozac side effects
Immunocompromised
Hobby job friend goal

Jail
Hamster wheel
Mosh pit
Brain damaged
MRI

"Miscommunication" bus
Coronovirus lockdown
Breasts fat
Obsessive compulsive disorder
Neuroplasticity
Selective hearing

Military
Blanket party
Night guard
Scribe
Drill instructor

Involuntary reclassification
Stop loss, draft
Straggling
Malingering
PDQ, dodmerb, meps

Dishonorable discharge
Drumming out ceremony
Brig, dungeon
Detail (work)
Rating

No hope left

real socio paths

also unrelated
when i get for the xth time being given my own things in a generous tone
humpf that tone when it didn't cost

today surprise, getting derailed before starting already
no problem, i'll do anything just anything

what to think of people who think you don't exist if they aren't there ??
what to think of people who must haul their internal dialogue upon you because they assume you don't have anything for yourself

is autism making others abusive, there might be some reasonning for that,
from the selfpromoterpaths viewpoints

I've only slept for 3 hours less.

Sleep felt longer, deeper.
But waking up felt jarring like jet lag with my insides felt working harder for the first hour.

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Wishing I understood people and just general confusion about my life and everybody and everything around me. Wishing things were different but in a way that they will never be sadly. Trying to make the best with what I have and working to get a life as close as possible to the one I dream of.

Perhaps today is my off-day of the month.. Or week.
Off enough to have less than 3 hours sleep, hadn't eaten much for the past 20 hours.


On top of waking outside on summer heat, sweating under the mask, and my apparent physical negligence...

I've finally got my glasses.
Outside has never been... Less 'glaring'.

Let's see what happens if I'd wear my new glasses for the most of my waking life, for an entire week.

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I wish I had words for the things I can't seem to put into words. Maybe my vocabulary is lacking or the words have yet to be made.

Tomorrow I might find out if I have cancer or not. Tuesday at the latest, hopefully, though I may well have to wait for the results of still more tests. Don’t really know what to hope for, if it is cancer it’s probably a type that won’t kill me or anything, but I’d still need chemotherapy and stuff. If it isn’t, I probably just have to deal with it until my body decides to knock it off, I’d guess.

My neighbours got revenge on me last night fair enough

The more political Celtic twitter gets, the less I'm inclined towards going on politics twitter. I can't stand people who don't share my experiences and don't listen to my experiences either. I keep deleting my second account then re-activating it.

One of my strictest personal philosophy is simply this:


'If humans have an idea, let them play with it and have it pay for it.'

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I really need to get over my jealousy of my friend, it's eating into my dreams now.

Why does society set us up so we compare looks so bad?

^ YNWA

It just occurred to me that it may seem like the most recent addition to my signature, at the bottom, might be thought to imply that I think I’m superior for not getting sucked into politics. That is not the intent at all, what it’s meant to imply is “...so don’t bother trying to start that with me because I probably will not respond.” But my signature is already too long as it is, I don’t need to be adding more to it by trying to explain.

If there's a mass to collective version of 'how you(we/they/I) express it'...


Well, if certain theories are correct, this might be why aliens avoid revealing to humans.

And humans inviting aliens here would've looked, like:
The criminally insane running the asylum, inviting onlookers to be trapped in an asylum with them with a dubious promise not to hurt them.

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I wonder if it's ableist to hate neurotypicals for being stupid.

Not all of them are stupid but enough of them are. And yet HFA is viewed as the 'disability'.

Some guy didn't read a thread last night and responded only to the first bit. He was probably drunk.

I feel better about my looks today.

YNWA.