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Ways to displace my wake-sleep cycle all over again, so I can start asleep at night than past midnight.

Seriously. My wake-sleep cycle isn't 24 hours, but more like 25 hours.
This is the week my sleep inched itself into mornings again.

I wish I truly need less sleep; during my childhood, it was a way for me to keep the waking hours. At least it IS a 24 hour cycle.

Not anymore since teen years, but I insist -- still, it's 24 hour whether or not I sleep less or more or I reset it into something else.

Especially not anymore since adulthood, and it's frustrating. And despite the strict schedule, it's when it gets displaced.
I don't need hours. I need quality.

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Back is aching.
Overdid it with the yard work yesterday.

I just downed an energy drink. Peoples social sexpectations get to be too much for me. Some days it just seems easier to listen to The Kinks, have an energy drink and see what happens. My paranoid mum doesn't want my sister or I over on Christmas. Rats!

I was rude to my stepdad today.

But he was putting us in danger.

Idk how I feel about it.

Pea Noms hugging each other.

Making Korean BBQ and rice for dinner.

Is this (collectively) the worst Christmas since world war two?

As an aspie, I don't mind it quite so much as I think I would if I was NT.

But still...

Old memories. Me as a matchmaker and some overseer online.


The good times, the bad fails, playing mediator and therapist, becoming the one who will never ever blurt one's deepest darkest secrets and be the one to remind them of, then ultimately the role that happened to bind them cords of relations.

... Sigh... It spanned over 10 years back then. I was so young.

It's no wonder why I was so tired.

My past net life was one of mostly selfless one.
But not in this net life.

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It’s still kind of weird for me to realize that many people who are on the autism spectrum, it isn’t obvious to others that they have some sort of disorder or disability. I grew up being told that I was “very high functioning,” and I’m officially diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, but I’ve realized that I’m actually in the middle somewhere both in terms of severity and functioning level. It’s amazing what a difference there is between me and most people I’ve met (both online and in person) who actually are high functioning / mildly autistic. Most likely by today’s standards I’d be diagnosed with ASD level 2, I think I was just diagnosed with AS instead of HFA or something because I had no speech delay, and that was considered the primary difference - not because I’m actually all that “mild.” Most people I know who are on the autism spectrum would fall into the level 1 category, and again, what a difference.

My co-workers seldom reply with any haste. I already have at least 3 tasks up in the air that cannot be completed until I have a response. I dislike not being able to finish tasks before moving onto another.

I woke up, knowing, that I want my wishing luck powers back.

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"those who can do. Those who can't teach". My worthless corpse can neither do nor teach.

s**t

Too many significant digits (worthless). My worthless corpse has nothing to contribute positively to the solar system. At least not enough to justify carbon footprint

Splitting fine hairs

Supply and demand

Monopolistic competition

"Miscommunication"

Alpha waves

Alpha male

"The customer is always right". "Black lives matter". (Trump card). Nobody cares about factual accuracy logic legality or morality

Overpowered outsmarted outnumbered misunderstood

Destroyed from the inside out

Aging

Graceful degradation

Rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead

Dryer doesn't work

Brain doesn't work.

Zero job skills

Made redundant numerous times

Double Standards

Psychobabble Extroverts

Skid row next to work

Off leash dogs

Vague, specific

Situational, dispositional

Out of control

Gorging

Carbohydrates craving

Appearance deceiving

Three ring circus

Armpit rash smells

Not cool

Snap judgment

Linguistically inarticulate

Brain damage

I used to call my family members limeys when I was 9. I would tell a girl that my mum was babysitting "My mum's a limey, my dad's a limey and my sister's a limey." I did that because my favourite flavour of Jell-o was lime. When that girl asked me if I was a limey, I told her "No. Just the rest of my family."

I have no idea what a bin lorry is.

Had a full day of work today, but I'm finally in the bus. Christmas vacation starts now!

I went to a Christmas party on Zoom last evening, and found myself quite out of practice at anything resembling a Christmas party off line or on.