Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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anxiety

Even though I'm a public library right now, a jerk sitting next to me at a computer keeps accusing of invading his personal space when I have better things to do.

I don't like it when people accuse me of things that aren't true.

Anxiety

Fatigue

Not really 'unhappy' but impatient.

I commented on a vegetable my friend posted a picture of and we talked about how it would get a laugh as it's a funny/rude shape. Then they went into a lecture about how we should try to improve the world and not hide our heads in the sand.

Then another post I made about different types of social media, and they went into a lecture about how we shouldn't spend all our time on social media but find more productive things to do.

It genuinely sounds like they have got an AI to write their comments. As if the AI has picked up on a random word in my comments and written a piece about that idea.

Either that or the friend has got very preachy all of a sudden. So I just agreed with them and moved on. Quite bizarre.

The world.

One of the maintenance technicians quit and I didn't get to say bye.

Now I know why the other technician seems really annoyed and one of the utility workers is doing more actual machine work.

Anxiety

I feel like I'm in despair. I don't know how we will afford to move house next year, I've been stuck here for 18 years desperate to move back home, but we are just running out of money. I just don't know what to do, I can't stay here much longer, it's so lonely, scary, I'm so unhappy here.

I can't start my chainsaw. It's always been a pig to start but I could always do it eventually. But now I can't, my arms feel really weak. I have wood I need to cut up to burn so we can heat the house and I'm facing doing it by hand.

Anxiety

I woke up. That generally makes me cranky, and disappointed.

Back at it with my monthly "my life is so miserable" vent.

My sleep schedule is a complete mess, even when I got my work hours reduced, I still get exhausted and fall asleep to wake up hours later feeling extremely sluggish. I just completely zone out and don't go outside.

I'm heavily in debt while working an underpaying, unfulfilling job, and each attempt to get something better ends in complete failure. I'm so sick of the rejections.

My brain is completely fried from all the work and poor sleep, the apartment I live in is in poor condition and electrical appliances broke due to several powercuts caused by the poor electricity.

The dog gone language barrier here makes things hard as well, but German courses are also hella expensive.

Don't want to convert any of these emotions into art or music, I want to escape from this part of my life and forget it ever happened.

https://youtu.be/I5yzmxG-1js?feature=shared



In dreams you will lose your heartache
Whatever you wish for you keep



Rest in peace, beautiful Jenny Apple.

sh*****g blood again.