What's on your mind right now?

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Half the time, I don't notice what's on the TV screen. I'm posting on WP with my mind in Germany during those times and I realize that I've missed the entire episode of a show. I'm careful not to let it get to that point when Hogan's Heroes is on.

My stomach is killing.

Can't find anywhere to accept my work.

Jeremie is off now.

Just gonna do nothing cos cba.

Today before I got to work I was watching these four men working. Three were on the roof of the concert hall, shoveling snow down from it (or well, two were, the third was mostly just leaning on his shovel lol), and the fourth was on the street keeping an eye on the sidewalk that no one would walk there so that they wouldn't be hit by the falling snow. He'd occasionally yell at people to not walk so close, which was his job, but other than that he was just kind of standing there. Definitely easier job than his buddies had but man, must get boring in the long run.
...I'm sure they switched out their roles eventually, but still.

After reading more things about Strattera I'm unsure if I want to continue being on it as I think it may be negatively affecting my mental health, and that I just didn't notice before because I've been on it so long.

I'm waiting until I can get insurance to talk to my doctor about tapering off of it, since I remember when I first started taking it and whenever I had dose adjustments it made me incredibly depressed and suicidal (which I should have told my doctor but I didn't), so I don't want to just stop using it. Whenever I go through withdrawals it also makes me really hypersensitive and exacerbates my obsessions and compulsions.

I love having to take medications, it's super fun. (sarcasm intended)

I feel like I'm a weird mix between NT and autistic.

When to have my cup of tea given that I just finished eating dinner.

Ah, entertainment.

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Path of least resistance

Exhausted all the resources

Plausible deniability

Cognitive dissonance

Chaos theory

Power trip

Subconscious biases

Implicit

Assumptions

Second job

Hobby

Precious lil "friends" won't answer the email or humor my pet peeves

"Pick your battles"

Customer service

Peripheral neuropathy

Cold feet

Shivering

Covid symptom

Liquid bowel movement

I, on the other hand, feel “too autistic,” looking at the huge difference between me and people who are on the high-functioning end of the spectrum (which is most of the ASD people I interact with), including reading posts on here. I feel like an outsider everywhere, here included. Yet at the same time, I’m “not autistic enough” to qualify for services/benefits that would be extremely helpful for me