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I'm happy to see Alita.

Welcome back!

I have a feeling in my bones that it's going to snow today.

I had it so good at the age of 21 when I actually did look like Mick Avory did in the August of 1964. I didn't realize how small I actually was. I'd travel back to 1996 in a heartbeat just to relive those days.

I told Barb that I was only going to eat 2-3 hamburgers when she makes them from now on. I was disgusted with myself for 15 minutes this morning. I've worked it out. I say things about my younger days the mornings after the evenings that I overeat.

I know it sounds crazy.

I may try to fast for days or so. Maybe a week to be so sure. Water only.
Or try something very strictly vegan or broths only.

And no, I don't dare myself to do that for usual reasons.

Why???
Because screw sensitivity crap. I'm not talking about my tasting palette or weight or some weird hype.

I'm talking about how it screws my head, like fluctuation of hormones do every damn time of the damned month.
Maybe I'm talking about detoxing maybe not.

I just want to try, see and results. I just wanna know what's actually screwing my head -- is it the food or it's just hormones.

If it's the former, I'll talk about it. To everyone I've known.
If not... Damn this damn sick body.

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I've tried water fasting in the past and it didn't work out for me because I couldn't sleep. I think that may be due to the lack of serotonin and tryptophan etc which you would otherwise gain from food is lacking in a water-only diet. But that's just me, and I almost never sleep for more than 6-7 hours a night no matter what I do.

It's not the lack of sleep that's my issue though.

I don't need the inability to not able to sleep at night to end up similarly sleep deprived.
No thanks to my breathing. Or maybe my gut. Who knows.


It's this stupid fog in my damn head.


It could've been what I've been eating everyday, you know?
Or standalone hormonal cycles, since it's always worse during any changes.


But I doubt any of these are resolvable from talking with others -- from the way people around me interprets this issue.

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I'm in a better state of mind now, than I was this morning.

there's always one, isn't it?
mother sheep rejects the first born, that wandered off during the second arrival
MO ready to kill the little b@st@rd, ---it's going to be a great knee day

If the census gets sent to me, I'm filling it in properly.

If it gets sent to my folks, I'm ignoring it cos I know who I am.

It's not even the only question she'll get wrong.

Been using correction tape for about half an hour straight. My hand is getting sore.

Also some gardening.

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Wrist sore from work

Bathroom like echo chamber

Disgusted by self

Bored with "life"

Boss offered to give someone an award if she gave her a link. (Corruption, nonacademic criteria). Bribery

Rearranging carts (fully simplified answer)

Analogous

Going nowhere in "life"

The point of no return

Gab fest

Not enough bathrooms at work

Occupational Safety Hazards Association

Fair Labor Standards Act, dojo volunteer

Tattle, head bitchs numerous cronies might take out vengeance on my worthless corpse

Tattle and head b***h could get sent to jail

Extortion

Although because Covid, maybe risk versus reward not worth it. Aikido

Kayla b***h didn't bother to write me a letter. Rolando penis told me what kayla b***h allegedly said

Idiots talk too much and too loud and there are too many of them

Just like outside the dojo

Exhausted all the options

Trial by jury

Neuro diversity

Misunderstood grossly and constantly

Aikido instructor gave a student a book as a gift

Favoritism

Nepotism

Discrimination

From where I came from, Valentines is just few hours away by now.

House has plans to gorge ourselves. Thankfully, it was a day before going back to work.

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Anyone need about 40 wooden clothes hangers?

Sold to the highest bidder.