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I swear, it seems like I could have an arm broken badly enough for bone to be sticking out and everyone (including medical personnel) would take a look and say “Oh, your arm hurts? Maybe it’s because of your medications.”

I haven't been actively trying to lose weight anymore, but I've continued to lose it. I have mixed feelings as I have weight I can afford to lose, but I'm so depressed and have so much anxiety lately that I have almost no appetite, which isn't great.

Wondering why dating always goes everyone’s way but mine.

Wondering why some people believe perfectionism is a good thing when it's clearly the opposite.

No one wants me to have a relationship.

Wondering how to convince my bigoted uncles that my relationship
is none of their business!

Wondering why others are against me from having a relationship.

Ways to convince my bigoted uncles that asexuality is real.

Soil. Types of it. Lots of options here.
Fertilizers. Preferably homemade. And as organic as possible.

Sun is easy. But position and placing is hard. This apartment faces North, and the roof of the terraces wouldn't help.
Outside, not without risking anyone stealing or knocking pots down. No wonder why my mom went nuts with iron table shelves.

Water is also easy. But I question this season; if plants can survive 40+ C summers and heat waves...

If I were to buy a set of random flowering plant seeds now, would I plant it so soon?
I'm not confident keeping it indoors due to pests. Not without investing some security measure and compromise spaces.

Vegetables; likely lettuces. But not now. I don't have the right skills to grow something edible yet.

Bonsais; do I commit? Could I? Should I do a multiple in case of investment?
If I start now with a seed and did well, I'd know when I'm in my 30s by then.

Succelents; nah.
Cactuses; my mom's gonna steal those. Just kidding.

But still... What to choose, what to choose...? I slacked this entire week and without a plan.

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Setting up a tent in my beau's garden, because we can't see each other indoors.

I love tents. It'll be fun - but it's so frustrating, stressful, and difficult trying to navigate Covid.

I want to get my earlobes pierced, but I know that will just make me pass as male less. I don't have my name or gender makers legally changed yet though and will most likely present as female when I get a job, so I'm tempted...

Yes, one tent decked out with an electric blanket, lots of pillows, and twinkle lights.

The autistic part of my brain still worries whether a tent is considered indoors or outdoors .... so I think we'll be leaving the flap door open a lot and just hanging out when the weather's better. Our dogs are down for it, too.

It's just frustrating. It's hard to get a relationship off the ground during Covid, when you're paranoid about being arrested or fined or killing an innocent stranger with your actions if you spread the virus. It's mind boggling, really.

We can see each other outdoors, but not indoors. It doesn't matter how long we self-isolate first. We haven't had vaccines, but that wouldn't matter either.

Leave it to me - after 17 years single I find a great man right before Covid begins. It's very frustrating. I wanted to spend the four-day Easter weekend with him but our plans were derailed. I understand the benefits and the rationale, but he's going through a rough time lately and it's very hard to add these restrictions on top.

It’s a unique idea you both came up with, Isabella.

I hope it’s fun.