Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I feel like I don't fit in anywhere, with anyone.

*hugs*

PM me, please.

"Go ask the autistic boy over there. He knows all of pi."
Need I remind anyone that pi and people who think pi is rational are both irrational?! 60 digits is something even they should be able to do in about ten minutes of 5-star hyperfocus.

"They said he's mentally challenged."
They also said he's hearing impaired. What a lovely coincidence!

"Sure, smart kids like him calculate the days of the week quickly. Just ask him any day."
1. It's not quick, it takes around 28 s to calculate and check.
2. It only works for Gregorian dates.

"That kid's a robot."
Oh yes. NASA is going to drop manned space-flight in the near future, too. How did I not know?

"That guy's going to be famous in a few years."
I 'druther [sic] not be famous. Does anything I do at school suggest anything else? Who else would take a majority of a clean-up period for the same task no one else apparently wants to do (sweeping) with great attention to detail and little attention to time? Only the one trying to be inconspicuous while everyone else tests out a game for a school event.

Some people really should try to use their own processing units. I'm not an organic datacenter (and I contain no synthetic components).

You don't know how many times I've heard this.
Thing is, I don't think I could handle the criticism of being famous. I would like to be known amongst a big group of people...but not famous, at least not until I mature a lot more. But they think just because you have a talent that you'll automatically know how to harvest it well.

For me, it's just the odd feeling in my stomach when thinking about crowds and large conversations and the fact that most people assume I'm very old when they don't see me face-to-face and assume I'm very young in face-to-face settings. My special interest (also called, "obsession") is practically unknown even among the faculty, and the students that claim they know are just trying to boost their pathetic egos (or nos, the real plural of ego). With my lack of social understanding, it would be best if I did anything ambitious, "behind-the-screen," where no one would notice me.

[Then again, of my MBTI result, which is generally ISTP with ISTJ tendencies, the Introversion component always seems to be close to 100%. Seeing the more sociable and extroverted members makes me wonder if my diagnosis should have been HFA (or MFA) instead of AS, especially because of the fact that speech development (not language development) was on the border between delayed and normal.]

my mum put a large piece of furniture in my small attic & it is taking up a lot of room. i had to remove my makeshift bookshelf, needlecraft, posters and newspaper clippings to make room for it. it looks wrong and doesnt feel right. everything is messed up- it is not supposed to be here. the furniture is unfriendly.

I think I have... Pink eye.

Too much noise and chaos.

i thought the news i could hear on my radio alarm was the 6.30 news, but decided to be naughty and have one more press of snooze anyway. it was infact the 7am news . was still on time but i didn't get to poodle about slowly like i usually do

Shopping for groceries before Christmas is a nightmare! I feel like screaming!

i only found out what pink eye was last week! i was too worried to ask before, i had it set in my head that it was, er, something more adult

It's so gross! I don't like being gross! D:

yeah, i probably wouldn't touch you right now

I stayed up last night til 4 am trying to convince a friend not to do suicide...I woke up at 10:30 for some reason.

I have been sleepy-awake all day long and it's wreaking havoc on my schedule (no wait, I don't have one of those things )

My butt is numb. I need to stop playing video games.

I've had a major headache all day, no idea why.