Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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for the first time ever i wanted a sunny day, because my watch's batteries died or were getting low.

it's solar powered, it can be charged with artificial light but it takes several hours to get a full charge and obviously 10 hours under an incandescent bulb wasn't good enough, still on medium.

but for a solar powered device it lasted a long damn time, most solar powered things can't hold a charge worth crap. felt weird not having my watch on all day, first time i took it off since i bought it.

kept looking at my arm thinking it was there.

would have been charged in 5 mins in the sun, but had to be overcast, it can be cloudy any other day, i'm lost without my watch.

I found out last night that the building next to me was broken into the night before. I don't think I heard anything. I may have been sleeping at the time. It's a business but no alarm went off. I surely would have heard that if I was awake. My neighbor didn't hear anything either and their bedroom windows are on the same side of the house as the business. This is just going to make my anxiety about leaving my home empty even worse. I want better and more secure doors and locks on them but new doors are expensive.

I also was getting dizzy when I went to bed last night and was dizzy when I woke up and I'm worried that I'm getting sick.

flashlight died trying to charge my watch, need some sun tomorrow, after it's charged the sky can return to overcast, i hate light.

edit: my rift account got hacked or well trion database, i know they didn't get my credit card if they did it expired anyway. but i think i'm not just being paranoid now, first psn which i have an account on, then bioware got hit, i also have an account there, now trion which i also have an account on even the nexus mod site got hit, i have an account there. can someone tell me that this not a personal attack.

i'm thanking god i got off trion they said the hackers made off with credit card numbers and expiration dates. but alot of game related things are getting hacked, weird. i can understand all but nexus, it's not like you pay for mods there. i doubt they make much at all. kinda dumb to hack a free mod site.

An interrupted night of sleep again. Those ignorant kids are getting on my nerves. They're acting up again.

this very little girl who's been fighting cancer died last night, and so did two of the women at work's uncle. the day started a bit morbidly

If he was only mormon my life would be less complicated...that's why I'm sitting at the computer banging my head right now all frustrated.

Why does life. have to trick. my poor heart. into falling in love with the wrong guys for me to have dated...now now now

(to the tune of complicated)

I am definitely not fluent in NT.

I was rudely awakened this morning by my phone. Why? So my sister could inform me I'm going to be kidnapped tomorrow and forced into merriment.

Torturous.

I'm going to try to replace my stimming with less visible ones. I wonder if the new ones I try to substitute will have the same effects.

George Michael haz sad

I wonder if there's a way to banish the stereotype that I am a savant in every field of knowledge. It gets EXCRUCIATING when I'm trying to settle down and have a nice hyperfocus.

i think i get that as well, i can draw art but that doesn't mean i can draw anything, some things like prospective take a long time to understand and learn.

my grandma thinks i can animate just because i can draw, animation is a whole new level of difficulty.

and my dad once tried to get me to help him make a website, when i have no knowledge of scripting or coding of any kind.

sometimes have specific talents can be a pain.

But the special interests are still gifts. I think that I need to learn (and thoughtlessly use) the NT form of acceptable lying, such as faked empathy and other things like that so that I can easily and guiltlessly decline conversations.

yeah i know but when other assume you can do more then you say you can i gets annoying.

Some of them are useful and get me nice short-term special interests like day-of-week determination. Before some people brought it up, I thought it was an extreme, "splinter skill," but I found out how to do it (in 28s or so, definitely not instant). Most of them are stereotypes piled on other stereotypes.

So many people shopping today was way to crowded!