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Thinking of lugging a lot of boxes and throw it on someone's face...
While I try and make a sculpt of said face out of said boxes.


Yes I'm being odd.

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Which subject to interview first for the next section of my thesis paper.

Spent a really good time with you, it was the best day ever. It's like I just can't get enough of your company. Just wish you could walk again.

It'll come. She'll get good rehab.

Listening to my mom, giving tirades to one of her sisters...

.. Cause my aunt was too much of a person pleaser, made her life rather complicated and is sick of the repeated stuff.

Huh.

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Really had a really good heart to heart moment with you Blint. I think I’ve truly realised that you might actually be one person I can truly look right past these problems and love and appreciate you for you as a person. Like so strongly.

I'm not important to anyone. I'm not useful to anyone. I'm not comforting to anyone. I'm not on anyone's mind.

Repeatedly being shown I have no place in the world.

An old online friends who used to have a huge crush on me. And is wanting to date me.


Hmm...

How do I put this gently?

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For the past years I've been obsessed with collecting, digitising and archiving fragments of my life, like a digital archive of every day I've lived. What started as a special interest now consumes all my spare time and I'm having difficulty functioning in my day-to-day work and life. I've tried to hold back, but we're still talking about terabytes of data and hundreds of thousands of files, mostly scanned documents, photos, sound clips, videos etc.

I can't get out of the habit to collect and catalogue because the alternative just feels like a big black hole of anxiety. I will attempt to get professional help, but is there anything I can do personally to help myself?

Anyone else have trouble with digital hoarding (or regular hoarding too, if that's you), especially when it's about sentimental value connected to your life and sense of identity?

... The day after a week from now.


Let's see... Ordered some transitional photochromic glasses online, see what happens.

If it's not what it seem, it'll be fine. I'll just keep it as a spare. And it's not more expensive than my usual annual glasses.
If it turned well... Hmm...


And...
A lot of stuff I wanna try all involves my preferences around having my own room, where no one meddles anything.
With a bathroom for myself, better. Sigh...

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Searching for a good app for adhd and executive dysfunction.