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You have a point
and still, at 32 i feel all worn out, i`ve lived enough for two lives in some ways.
If this continues, i`ll feel 135 if i get to 60. It sounds dumb with people in their
30`s talking about being old, thats true. In many ways i`m still 14 inside, but
a part of me has lived to much and are ready to call it quits, age is a number but
also how you have lived sometimes. I`m done in a way, need no more of this
thing we call living, it has lost its golden hue a long time ago. So i do what i can
to make the days until i drop dead go by without to much pain. The first thing i
associate with life, is pain, endless streams of pain over and over, people can decive,
pain is real, one of few real things thats constant.
I`ve met men in their 50`s that didnt know anything and in reality they were closer
to 15. And, i`ve met men in their 30`s that had lived for 60 years already.. Life
can really kick some ass if it wants to
That's better, Guy.Who said youth is wasted on the young. I remember I had a age crisis at 30...and another one at age 50. Now I am past all that. Keeping fit keeps you young. The only thing about passing 50 means there are more years behind you than in front, so this means you have to make the best use of time. I am doing my writing now, so there will be something to leave behind when I make my final exit. No bucket list. I have no interest in bungee jumping or rodeo riding or parachuting. I still want to live.
To Miss_Construe: I like the Nervous Smiley. I think It needs a drink!