Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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So I haven't slept in about 40 hours.
My stomach and head both hurt.
I've been irritable and groggy all day, and I'm sure I made both good friends and family hate me.
I tried to sleep 3 times today with no success.
I'm sure I'll have to rinse & repeat this tomorrow.
I'm turning this into the rants thread.
I want to puke.

Ehhhh, hugs for the no sleep thing.
TAKE MEDICINE...lifesaver I tell ya.
Not everybody hates ya
3 strikes, you're out? jk try again with music
If you need to puke, then let it out. It helps sooooooooooooo much.

Ehhhh, hugs back

my mum said she is taking over one of my book shelves in my attic to use for storage. this is after she moved this shelf which has my school work in it out of my room(because my stuff apparently belongs in storage not my room ) and she is using the one place in my house that i feel comfortable in as a storage zone and moving the stuff that belongs to me and putting it on the floor for me to pack somewhere but there is no other space so i have no where in the house that is my territory. i'm being forcibly displaced and she doesnt understand she just gets angry at me.

i am not making friends with any animals where i live at the moment because i do not want to live where i live, and if i start to love them i would not be able to leave them.

i can not stand living where i live for much longer because the sound of trucks and business drives me
insane.
i have made an offer on a house in hazelbrook, and it is nestled in bushland in the foothills of the blue mountains, but it remains to be seen whether a chinese investor will outbid me.




the egg problem was the launch pad and the fuel for my eventual private meltdown yesterday. i went beserk about the eggs, but no one saw it, and i am over it now, but the fact that i had such a major problem with the simple assembly of my breakfast made me feel very unwilling to accept the rest of the days tidings.

i also think you are a nice person so merry christmas to you.

Not getting a message from her, considering it all. I was never anything but nice to her, in addition to giving her everything I could give to someone, and being far more selfless than selfish. All the blood and effort for what? Nothing. What, so no romance means there's nothing else there? Not a simple, "Merry Christmas." I was always there to listen and help. Always.

It's nothing new though, my father didn't/doesn't do the same, and I was exactly the same to him in behavior. Who was there feeding him by hand when detoxing, who slept with a .357 Magnum under his pillow to ward off the coming dealers [to protect his mother], who ended that? Who saved your junkie ass? What came from all of those scars, blood and mental illness? Nothing.

Nothing is promised in life, but goddamn, keep your damn promises to yourself if you can't keep them.

^ It's only 9am over there at the moment so there's still time for her to send something.

I overate at christmas eve, i've been feeling sick all day. -_- I can't see any cookies or christmassy foods anymore, but i'm surrounded by it.

The thought of people not getting what they deserve on Christmas.

I also got up too early. My damn sister.

I didn't get much sleep and now I'm tired.

My mom opened her Christmas presents before I woke up... I was really looking forward to seeing her face when she saw what I bought her...

The seemingly usual bit of sadness on this day.

I just came home and found out that the internet connection has been playing up. They won't fix it till Tuesday.

The engine thought I'd already read what happened the last few days, so I had to go through everything again. I don't really seem to have a mood right now, and most of the unhappy statements seem to have been consoled (...to be...?), but the worst part seems to be lacking a mood.

My only true Christmas wish wasn't fulfilled. And it was extremely reasonable, too.