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If I encounter sweetened milk flavor I didn't like mixed in coffee or chocolate...

... I'd put at least a spoonful of lime in it.


Not purely or mostly milk, sweetened or otherwise though. That would be unwise.

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Going to bed early.

My grandmother will be going to the hospital tomorrow (finally). I haven't done much today because she was all I could think about. After I spoke to my therapist today, I broke down crying, because 1. I don't know if she will live to be 83 next month, and 2. I was pretty much alone the whole day, as my stepdad was at work and my mom was looking after Grandma.

While she will be hospitalized tomorrow, I still don't know when they will do surgery, and it's driving me bonkers having to wait. My other grandmother lives all the way in Maine because that's where her family lives.

This led me to be concerned about my own mom, because she had a stroke three years ago, and still smokes. Some days, I fear that every day could be her last. I'm not ready to live on my own yet because I don't drive, and haven't looked into financial help or housing yet.

Aw, forget it...my brain is too tired....

Really. This thread is still missing from this phone's view.

I'll check elsewhere if that's the case...

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Intimidation, work,

aikido, Rolando morales penis

Some things not worth the energy it takes

Not everyone deserves to be called a person

Restraining order

Ableism, discrimination, neurodiversity, "respect"

Some idiots are just too hard to interact with

Rolando morales penis and I could use a conflict mediation, but the dojo might refuse to do it. Besides everyone has subconscious biases. Better government and communication in the stupidass dojo. They can do whatever they want. It doesn't have to "make sense". Short of winning a civil lawsuit against those lil f*****s, you can't do jack s**t.


Anyone can say anything. Not everyone is having sex with the boss


Sometimes I feel like I am the only one compromising, tolerating or cooperating


Respect has to be a two way street


Manipulation

Judgmental


Slippery slope


Those spiders put on smoke and mirrors , but it's just a facade. They don't "care" about you. Nobody even asked for my side of the story.

I had to wait three weeks to rearrange my work schedule, just to avoid Rolando penis



And now that the unvaccinated lessons are Sunday and Tuesday only, I have to take the bus after hours and it's inconvenient s**t


Brandons lessons were in the middle of the day s**t

Rolando morales penis gets all offended at every slightest thing he doesn't like or understand and claims it's "disrespectful"


No trial, no fair trial


No conflict mediation


From aikido


That doesn't "make sense" to me


But Rolando penis had the nerve to laugh at me for facial expressions. (Ableism, discrimination, neurodiversity, respect). That's not respectful. And he says "huh" and "what" instead of "excuse me". To me, that is not respectful either.

I'm on people detox. I've decided to stop seeing my speech therapist, my OT, and my trauma psychologist. I even cancelled an osteopath appointment, and I love my osteopath!

I hope I'm doing the right thing. I think I got everything I could from my therapists and it's time to move on. I'm still writing a book. I'm reading and enjoying my life the best I can. I'm still on my meds and I'm in contact with my GP on a regular basis if there are any concerns. I will contact my trauma psych if needed but for the first time, I don't have a new appointment scheduled. I'd like to keep it that way.

If anyone notices me change significantly (depression, anxiety, angst, or whatever ...), or become too .... anything .... please let me know. I'm still learning to self-monitor but I think I need a break from therapy.

It's been 12 years non-stop.

Hoping that my eyes will heal up;after, this constant sneezing which, gives my eyes appearance; that, I've not slept for days, due to my blood vessels being damaged from said sneezing..

In which... Unsure.

Maybe it's hunger. Or maybe it's just anticipation. Maybe it's just storm season.

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On the 21st it's going to be my cats birthday, and our Pomeranian that passed away had the same birthday (it actually was hers, but the cats estimated ones were both so close to it when we got them that we just celebrated them all on the same day). I'm going to miss celebrating it with her. She always got so excited on her birthday.

* searches cat gifts on Amazon *

My cat is sick again (worms) and I am about to visit my niece for her birthday.

I will be giving my 11 year old niece her first desktop computer, my old Fujitsu Esprimo Q9000 which I used as a HTPC (home theater pc) in my living room, which is a small computer and my old 22inch FullHD monitor.

My 9 year old nephew will also get a present, my old iPhone SE 2016. That will be his first smartphone.
I have made a unique 3D printed smartphone case with his name engraved in it.

I keep making mistakes at work.

I have been invited to "having a drink" with my neighbor's son. Whom i talked just a few times before. Oh and also He is divorced with a son.
Wtf life. What the actual f...

considering switching out my mouse on my laptop