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My mouth on the internet is going to get me into serious danger someday. Don't be surprised if I get brutally murdered by some violent right winger with a chip on his shoulder.

I think I like where this trimming cutting practice is going.

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I have so much to do.

I should be going to the garage to get parts installed, but my car has been going well and the garage is not calling back. I guess I'll wait until he does call back... or not. lol

Me and my friend were talking about the fact humans will collectively freak out over things like a single wasp and how it reminds us of chimpanzees. It's really funny how behaviorally similar we sometimes are to chimps.

Sigh.

So caffeine would no longer aide me against drowsiness, without consuming amounts that would give me more than tremors.

Nor would give me a reliable energy. At best, an hour long burst before burning it out for most of the day.
No additional levels of alertness, just restlessness and more EF issues. It's not worth it.


The usual amounts would just give me more cons than pros, if any pro exists -- other than minutes of flavor, temporary warmth, as a laxative and diuretic, and possibly a means to rise my heart rate.
Side effects lasts for days. Again, not worth it.



So why the heck did I consumed caffeine again?
Trying to displace my sleep schedule from a 4AM bedtime to anything past 6PM, without having to wait for a month of n24.

And when was the last time I had successfully intentionally displace my sleep in a single day?
Few months ago.
And did that involved any days of consuming caffeine? NO!..

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I'm on my second 500 ml bottle of milk stout, after finishing a 750 ml bottle of white wine. I don't feel even slightly inebriated. Is this a good thing, or is it a worrying indication of increasing tolerance of alcohol, which may end badly? Qui sait?

Wishing I could go have a glass of wine with Deep.

But seriously.

There's so much literature to discuss, and so much music to hear.

Beyond that, I'm excited that I FINALLYYYYYYYY ordered new glasses having lost mine in April, and I'm getting coloured lens tinting for the first time ever. I hope it helps with my light sensitivity so I don't have to continue being a vampire.

I've been a vampire all my adult life, in that my natural tendency is to stay up all night and early morning, such as right now! I have to get up by midday today though, to meet some people who will be installing a new front door for my house.

I will always be a vampire. I love darkness too much to go to sleep, or miss a minute of it.

Good luck with your door. I actually need one too.

Thanks Isabella - Good Night/Morning!

My words, like silent raindrops fell
And echoed In the wells of silence


Story of my life

Direct quote from my ASD developmental history

Maybe it is time to actually go see a therapist regarding her having a stroke. I never thought in a million years this would severely impact me but it has.

... Just what the heck caused this phone's keyboard to go wonky and slow?

And it messed up the select and delete function.



Ah whatever. I'm just going to delete some apps.

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