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Going to Amish Country tomorrow, I can't wait!

I've been cleaning so much that my hands hurt a bit from the cleaning products.

Woke up with a migraine. It's always around my left eye.

And it didn't came from anywhere else in this body. It feels different.
As if it's the organ itself is reacting, instead of some effect of hormones or food or something like stress. I'm very sure I didn't sleep on the left side wrong.

I just feel it -- the left temple is throbbing and hurts to touch. It also reaches on my left jaw and my left side of my neck. Maybe it's a vein??


In fact I feel rather good.
Except for this ever sneezing fit, some remnants of coughing and this out of nowhere migraine.

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My ear itches really bad. I might have a cat hair or other pet hair stuck in it somehow. Whenever that happens it makes my ear itch and hurt because I'm allergic to most of my pets.

I don't even know if i am overqualified or underqualified for the Jobs i apply for. I wish i could see my character stats and skillset like on a video game lol.

I'm really nervous about the land closing. We were were supposed to sign/close tomorrow, but the title lawyer has run into delays. I don't like changes in plans.

If this gets delayed more than a week or two, we may face issues with finding a campground to live in before we head North (a lot of places around here close on October 31).

I hate seeing people be succesful in things I'd want to be succesful in because I could never measure up to that because I'm an insane ret*d.

My head still hurts for no reason.


And I'm think of buying stuff... And waiting for stuff... Sigh.

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Sometimes instead of waking right up, I have a weird thing happen that seems somewhere between being asleep and being awake. I start by struggling just to get my eyes open, then trying to move my arms, usually I eventually can try to stand, but I’m also completely numb (which is weird because usually in dreams, I feel everything just like it was reality), and I fall and try to drag myself toward the door of my bedroom. And then I actually wake up and haven’t moved at all. There’s never any trace of fear, or even really much sense of urgency, even though I feel like I have to keep trying to move. I’m just like “Okay, well, I guess this is happening now” Not sure if it really qualifies as “sleep paralysis,” but it is odd. It’s the closest thing I’ve ever had to a recurring dream.

Past week or so, appetite gone haywire.

This year, every day ate about one and a half times the usual amount as two years ago before testosterone.

The past three days, ate twice the amount as before testosterone. And it's just one quarter of a dose

Hungry often. Frequency intensity duration

Been on testosterone four years and just now getting hungry

On the other hand, maybe getting fatter ain't that bad. 38 too old to get a boyfriend anyways. While fat people get discrimination, the city I live in is diverse. Being fat is inconvenient, but so is being autistic, broke, not cisgender. Plenty of coworkers fat, and they appear happy (things are not always the way they appear)

Architecture

Accounting

Dead end "life"

Waiting for the other shoe to drop

Wounded

Too much pressure

Not interested in anything

Unfulfilled

Military

Zero occupational prospects

Prader willi syndrome

Rutger and Pansy

you can tell the echooing, c'mon man,




the wormwheel, & the wormhole
"World's first magnetic "wormhole" produces magnetic monopole"


and How to Build a Wormhole

Ancient Aliens is so moronic.

My mum's prick of a boyfriend was just watching it. They said humans descended from reptilian ancestors. Their proof? Early human embryos have tails, and some people are rarely born with tails due to atavism. Because it's not like some primates have tails or anything.
The bloke with the stupid hair from the meme said he was wholly convinced ancient astronauts existed. He should be in an institution. His brain might be proof backwards evolution exists.
I als could've sworn one of the "experts" called the incas mesoamerican. So there's that also.

My hip hurts.

San Diego