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Grandma turned 80 two days ago, and her birthday party was today. I made some social etiquette mistakes, I think. Not too big ones, probably, because no one nagged about them to me afterwards (or maybe they're just tired of doing so?), but they still weight my mind a little.

Also, my sister took her boyfriend along to the party. I've met him before, our family's met him before, but as far as I know, this was the first time she took him along to an extended family gathering, so... guess it really counts as serious now? Dunno.

Two hours ago, I was trying to take a bowel movement at work, when a precious lil "person" had the nerve to reach under the partition and grab my ankle. I screamed. The lil dipshit wisely like it was the funniest thing in the solar system. "Please do not do that again". He did not answer, but he did stick his foot under the partition a couple more times. The day laborers at work often burst out laughing whenever I come near them, or whenever a car nearly runs over my worthless corpse.

Briefly considered tattling to the cops or security guard. (At least two overtime cops are on duty at my slave plantation at all times. Plenty of security guards). Did not. A long time ago, a cop told me that he had to ask a lot of questions and take down my ID because he was required to do so by his job, even when someone is not under arrest.

The lil dipshit did not do anything illegal that I know of, thus far)

I did not see who he was

No physical evidence

So there is no point of trying to have an unnecessary conversation with cops or security, over something that is not illegal, that someone I don't recognize allegedly did, without physical evidence


Dumpster fire job


Occupational hazard



On the bright side, my worthless corpse has worked here over one year and I am surprised nobody has raped me or run over my worthless corpse with a car, this far. Maybe tomorrow

Christmas is so annoying this year. My Mom is giving me some Christmas money and I'm running out of moisturizer. I told her that Christmas is for fun items and not essentials and she said that when you are an adult it is. Look, it's not my fault that all of my true friends had children. If holidays are about being grateful that I'm alive and spending time with family, then we are doing a really crappy job.

I love all of those stop animation Christmas movies and no one will watch them with me because my Mom wants to watch War and Peace. I like War and Peace but I like cheerful and cute holiday things. I don't have friends to have watch parties with. The only local "friend" I have is too obsessed with WWE, football and Rap music to be compatible with me. Everyone else had kids and once again, not my fault.

Guess I'll just buy boring crap with my $600.00 in Christmas money.

I can't help someone who won't talk to me.

Finally at home

Now what to ponder...
Oh, I know! Why did my grandma's grave is over 2 hours worth of drive away from her identical twin's?

Because that's where they respectively settled. My grandma went with my grandfather's side of affairs.
Her twin settled elsewhere, where the other half of my paternal side of relatives live -- my paternal grandma's.


Wait...
Does this mean that all my dad's legal cousins are all genetically his half siblings?
And my supposed second cousins through that specific grandaunt are all my first half cousins??


.....
My paternal grandpa's side is still messier.

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I feel like i am Just waiting to die so i can be happy again.

Strange speculations and...

I SHOULD'VE BROUGHT THE IODIZED SALT IN EVERY DAYS LONG TRIP I GO TO.

Maybe that's why I'm feeling stranger and stranger...


That's it.
I'm bringing my own salt. Like how one brings their own face powder and comb anywhere.

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Contemplating giving myself a DIY hysterectomy. I hate cramps.

I’m so glad I worked out today. I burned over 300 calories.

I'm indebted with gratitude that my life seems to have changed for the better.

I'm glad to hear it! Welcome back! ^

I'm thinking about

- my laziness
- my daughter's illness on new meds
- eating something
- hoping it doesn't taste rancid
- an early appointment
- Gentleman Jack